Welcome tiger, so sorry to hear about your daughter. Congratulations on your bfp, there are ladies on here who are currently pg with rainbows or who have already got their rainbows who are incredibly supportive.
mech - is it you who has been accepted on the clearblue trial? I have just started doing it - the box they send you with all the stuff in is huge!
blizy, your doc appointment sounds positive, hope the sperm sample results come back quickly for you too.
How are you doing fan, I hope that work isn't too hideous, am pleased that your meeting went ok. Lol to 
SWI!!!!
Sorry there are so many bad days at the moment, it's such a hard time.
I'm going back to docs this afternoon, have been taking the 'happy pills' for nearly 3 weeks now, so it's just a review really. Still just feel really crap and exhausted so not sure if they are starting to work yet or not - I do know that they messed up my cycle last month and af was 4 days late, that really didn't help my mental health!! Have just started the cleablue fertility monitor things today (day 6 of the 3 month trial), so hopefully will get a smiley face at some point when we both feel like SWI! It's hard for it to not become like a chore/means to an end isn't it.
August, I hope you & Adam are settling down ok - poor DH with his tonsils, my friend had hers done a couple of weeks ago, but is feeling loads better now.
poppet mine arrived about 4 weeks after I think - it was all a bit of a haze though tbh.
((waves)) to everyone else x