The BESH Republic Of Rulvakia

Blimey cave! how I luff having broadband so I can watch links like that
At the end it actually looked like the other horses were traveling backwards, he was going so fast! Oh and I'll have two of his horsey babies :)

He won! By a devastating 11 lengths. He was unreal [gushes] He's currently rated the best horse in the world, but people are talking now about him potentially being the best ever.

It was just a one day visit this time, I'd love to do more but you'd need plenty of stamina, plus lots of lovely outfits!

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People on the know are talking about his breeding career, which will most likely begin next year. Most people seem to expect him to have a fee of around £100,000 per mare

Was it just a one day visit, c? Or are you there stalking Frankel every day?

I'm quite interested in Frankel now. How did he do?

You're all extremely kind

For all you fashion-fact lovers out there this is the dress, though they don't do it in pink anymore.

Phwoar cavey! you look fabulous!

Aww we've made cavey blush! Wit woo cavey!

Well I survived being back at work. Popped to my Dad's after work and he was looking after DNephew who was very pleased to see me [grim] nice to be luffed! Sometimes he's just so funny!

Wow, cavemum, you look lovely. I mean like a lovely person in real life, not just beautifully dressed!

I find it funny to see what the BESH look like in RL. Luff the dress cavey!

Vairy glam cavey! I like it!

Sorry this is so rough for you bugs. I hope work has been ok.

I was booked to teach at 2. Previous speaker is still going I will be complaining to the person who organised this. Can't do anything else in the mean time!

(hugs) for you Bugs hang on in there, we're all rooting for you.

If anyone is interested (coz I know you is all nosey ) I've put a picture of me at Ascot yesterday on my profile.

Oh sorry bugs that is rubbish, fingers crossed for better news next week. Really hope you're somehow coping today and you get some distraction from being at work.

Euro - utter shite (more elsewhere) and GRRR.

Yay for appointments made, fingers crossed they can actually work out what is wrong with you faif. You need fixing, I insist on it!

Oh and YAY for frankel hope you had a good day drooling, cave.

Hurrah for the flickering heart queen, congratulations!

I've only just caught up on yesterday's posts. Bugs I'm sorry the scan didn't provide reassurance for you. It's a difficult one to call, on the one hand you might feel like you can't focus on work but on the other hand if you stay at home you might drive yourself mad with worry.

Euro, sorry to hear about your smear result. Can you get your fertility doctor to call your GP and explain the situation?

Could you take some time off, bugs? I sympathise so much. Between my first and second scans I went on holiday with my sister (hospital was. that the doc let me go - I was v lucky not to rupture while away, but anyway). It was awful. I could barely speak half the time - my mind was absolutely one track. she knew nothing about what was going on. The strain of trying to act normally was horrid. On the other hand, I'm not sure sitting at home frozen in fear the whole time would have been any healthier for me.

Are you meant to be going in today?

Thanks both. I've heard about the changes returning to normal on their own. I wonder if the abnormal result is due to the HPV virus (which 80% of people have so I assume I am one) becoming more active after 6 months of immune-suppressing steroids.... Maybe after a few months my immune system would make the virus back down.

That's bllocks euro*. What rubbish timing :( My friend had one abnormal and when they retested it was ok. I really, really must book my smear I hope your GP can reassure you.

euro! Argh! I'm so sorry. Obviously you'll work out what you want to do with doctors and so on, but if it would help I can tell you my experience of the same thing? I had several irregular smears, with treatment in between, and was told not to get pregnant. In the beginning I was obedient to that, but eventually, because the whole thing dragged on over years, I just started having unprotected sex again, thinking that if I did get pregnant I would postpone treatment for a year. Obviously if it had turned properly cancerous I would have acted differently, but at the "irregularity" stage I thought it was a risk worth taking, especially since the changes apparently often return to normal on their own.

What crap crap timing though. I'm so sorry for you. You really don't need anything extra to deal with in the gynae area...

norfy it hasn't helped me.

I'm glad the massage was good faif.

bugs sorry to hear your reassurance scan wasn't reassuring.

I am having a bit of a shit evening. I came home to find my smear test result on the doormat. For the first time in 18 years (the time I have been having them) it is abnormal. And the accompanying leaflet says it should be repeated and not to get pregnant until any issues are resolved. Helpful when I am in the middle of an IVF cycle... I've booked a GP appointment Monday to discuss. I think I'll try to get a gynae referral for some proper advice. Maybe I can continue with the IVF cycle, freeze any embryo and have a quicker repeat test. Meh. Really not what I need now.

cavemum, I like that you have the West Wing twice in your "tv likes" in your profile :)

Evening all, I'm back! Teas a fabulous day, and yes Frankel was phenomenal

I'll try and pop a photo of me in my posh frock up later.

Ooh, how dOes that work, 30dayShred? Does it give you ewcm all the time? Or boost it at the appropriate moment? Does it work ok with Clomid, do you know?