The BESH Republic Of Rulvakia

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FF says I have put in data for 24 cycles since August 2010. Seeing as how we were TTC since the Christmas that means at least another 7 cycles. 31 cycles in 28 months?! The mind boggles. That's 1.1 cycles per month though which makes sense with a 27 day average. Still....

Okay. I'm convinced I've done my maths wrong. 25 months sounds wrong. Regardless, however long it has been, it's been too fucking long to wait for my baybee!

To clarify, 18 cycles + the 7 months while we've stopped TTC. Yikes. . That makes 25 months of baby-making menkul. No wonder I'm a nutter.

LauraPalmeresque, closer to 40, 18 cycles, 2 MC, currently waiting to TTC while I get my head and relationship back on track

(I'm on stoopid phone that won't cut and paste with the MN app - would someone please add me to das list? Cheers!)

Sorry for my lack of name-checking. I'm really trying to keep my online BESHness to a minimum 'cause it makes me feel that TOM and I aren't quite ready to TTC again right now and my egglettes are growing older each day that passes...grrrrrrrrrr. But I very faithfully read the fred every morning hoping to see a BFP. (If I can't join 'em, at least I can celebrate with 'em!)

No news is good news norf. I am supplied with antidroidal weapons.
Did you hear about the job?

Mine have turned as dull and non-menkulworthy as a buttock.

Still. Today is 14 days from the earliest point I could have ovulated (assuming I popped an hour after walking out of the scan). And I don't feel particularly droidular.

Spilling out my bras massive norf. MSB is . Reckon droid will arrive today. Womble cramps indicate its lurking.
We need more gin!

How massive, feefee?

:( to rubbish anniversary week.

Sinky, old. 370th cycle . Indeterminant wait for clinic.
Norfey, hag. 3rd cycle (in a decade).
Shred, 31, ttc%231 18 months. Bitter.
Cavey, 31; Cycle 24 or 6, depends when you start counting from; dodgy plumbing; fed up
Faif, 30.Ttc 29 months. Cd 26. Massive buzzwams. Menkul.

I think the heat is making us all grumpy. That and the fact it leads to a rash of adorable little girls in floral dresses and sunhats, designed to wrench your heart.

Gin gin gin.

I shall add myself:

Sinky, old. 370th cycle . Indeterminant wait for clinic.
Norfey, hag. 3rd cycle (in a decade).
Shred, 31, ttc%231 18 months. Bitter.
Cavey, 31; Cycle 24 or 6, depends when you start counting from; dodgy plumbing; fed up

and for all

Sinky, old. 370th cycle . Indeterminant wait for clinic.
Norfey, hag. 3rd cycle (in a decade).
Shred, 31, ttc%231 18 months. Bitter.

This could run and run.

Here's the brief version: trying since December 2010. Got diffed last May, mmc at 8 weeks. Then nada until November, diffed again, then ectopic diagnosed mid December. GP won't refer me for another 6 months - apparently an ectopic resets the clock - despite the fact that I ONLY HAVE ONE TUBE! Grrrrr. DH's swimmers are fine, my womble and ovaries are apparently vey pretty, so next is to check hormone levels, hence the day 21 test.

Stats:
Shred, 31, ttc%231 18 months. Bitter.

Sinky, old. 370th cycle . Indeterminant wait for clinic.
Norfey, hag. 3rd cycle (in a decade).

I feel your pain. I use the term "cycle" very loosely.

Sinky, old. 370th cycle. Indeterminant wait for clinic.
Norfey, hag. 3rd cycle (in a decade).

Massive boo to droids, insensitive colleagues and bad milestones. They can all just feck the feck off! I have a sad anniversary too - this time last year was the cycle that I first got diffed. Am on day 21 so hoping that this cycle might be a winner

Had day 21 bloods taken today so am trying not to google obsessively to preempt diagnosis etc. Must step away from Dr Google.

Have a luffly time in Barcelona, rollo! Have just had tapas for dinner, caused by reading about your trip earlier. Yum!

Heh. Just thinking, if we did those lists threat other freds do, you know, Binty. 26, 2nd cycle TTC #2...

Sinky, old. 370th cycle. Indeterminant wait for clinic.

Oh and at those gossipy colleagues of faith. It is not on!! So sorry.

Just a quick pop in to say BOO to no cancellations, cave.

And to update my details, since you were asking: 11dpiui. Official test day on Friday, but droidal invasion expected on Thursday afternoon...

Evening all.

Boo to insensitive colleagues Faithy. They ought to bring back the stocks!

I called the clinic today, still no cancellations. [sulks]

Yes. Now you be noticing (or think you're noticing) everyone craining their necks to check out if you've got a bump.

I'm still fuming for you! Not that things are great for any of us BESHes, but imagine if you had something really wrong, iykwim. Lots of bad things can cause admissions.

People! Tsch.

As for ivf stuff my end, I've just booked my appt via C&B. Not had the pleasure of that from this side before. Not to bad actually, but don't know who I'm seeing yet- I think that'll come with the letter confirming my appt. Don't think I'll ring though, it's not like it'll speed anything up if theyre set on repeating stuff themselves, and I'll only stress if they say there's lots of stuff to redo! Just more interested so I can obsess a bit more about what time of year I might have a baybee

Yes indeed, that's what I thought Flamey. Super tactless. Course I went which has probably left her thinking I am diffed but too early on to say . I have made light of it on t'other place.

Difficult to say how long it might take isn't it flamey. They might be quite prompt but it could be about waiting lists? could you ring and ask?

Active on here today!

Have a luffy holiday queen- v jealous, Barcelona is one city I'd love to visit but just never seem to have got round to it. Don't take the pee stick. There lies madness.

Bad times bugs. Hope you're getting all the tlc you need and can try and not dwell on maybes and should haves.

Faife, at times like these I almost think bursting into hysterical tears might be useful, mainly to make the fool feel really bad about being a damn fool. I mean really. Even if you were pregnant, you'd bloody well tell people if you want them to know. It really gets my hackles up. One of my friends, thanks to a slightly indiscreet husband and the hospital grapevine got outed at approx 8 weeks. She then miscarried at about 12. Horrible horrible. Why don't people realise nothing good can come of trying to guess a maybe pregnancy?

Euro, when does the ivf start? How long did it take you to get from first clinic to here? I'm just wondering how long it will take me to get any treatment, and I'm moving clinics (my current one doesn't do ivf etc) so wondering how many tests they'll want to repeat. Mmm. Not had a fanjocam in a while... Something to look forward to

lemony, have I missed what you're up to? Apart from sunny bike rides

Have I missed anyone? I can't cope with busy threads!