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Ttc month one, Am I going crazy?

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caspacutie · 04/03/2012 10:02

Hello everyone,

Well a little about me, I'm 25 and my boyfriend is 34. We decided that I should come off the pill on the 23rd Feb, I was on cerazette for around eight months.

I bled from the 27th and decided to use a clearblue digital ovulation kit as I knew my cycles wouldnt be textbook. I stopped bleeding on 1st march which was thursday and got my smiley face on Friday.

We had sex on Friday with the pillow under the hips and I Stayed there for an hour, too scared to move lol same again on saturday.

Since friday I have had really dull lower back ache (i never notmally notice ovulation pains) headaches, im exhausted but cant seem to sleep very well. Then yesterday (saturday) I had cramps below my belly button as though I was about to get af, a strange pulling and fluttering, almost a vibrating kind of feeling inside accompanied by backache and then spotting pink blood when I wipe (sorry tmi) and I feel wetter than normal. Oh and heartburn.

Today i have stopped spotting but everything else is still there..... surley it must all be just in my head, this 2ww sucks!!!!

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caspacutie · 04/03/2012 16:54

Yes im hiding my head in shame as I broke down and done a test already!! Its not logical at all because even if i am it wont show yet.

period type pains have returned with the pulling pains and im spotting again

Its so lovely to share my loonatic rants! Xx

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Cookiesandcream06 · 04/03/2012 16:08

Me too! They were a bargain i couldnt resist! I have four tests sat waiting but I am using all my will power to leave them, as I think I'm still only 10dpo if my calculating is correct. I feel like a becrazed lunatic, especially as I really doubt anything will come of this 2ww.

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caspacutie · 04/03/2012 15:20

Thanks ladies. the backache is making me just want to lie down and sleep.

Ive just bought four first response tests from superdrug. Instead of £7.50 each, they were four for £10! Ohhh i can let myself go a little hysterical lol xx

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Cookiesandcream06 · 04/03/2012 14:38

You are not alone!!! And yes it all sounds promising to me. Smile

Chunkychicken · 04/03/2012 12:04

You're just experiencing the TTC madness we all seem to get. If you are lucky this month, remember how lucky you are!! If not, take a deep breath & expect to feel just as loopy every month. That's why these forums are full of 2WW induced hysteria/anguish/frustration type threads. Fingers crossed for you.

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caspacutie · 04/03/2012 11:33

Ok this really isnt like me and considering im new to all this i must be getting some raised eyebrows but im slightly freaking out about it (in a good way) feel very anxious which just isnt me. since posting this a few hours ago I keep refreshing like evey ten minutes!!! Am i going completley crackers?!

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caspacutie · 04/03/2012 10:27

Thanks. I do hope so. There was something that I forgot to mention, my bf had an accident years ago and was told he may never have children and in his previous ten year relationship he never used protection but never activley tried so even though I want this so bad, I have a little voice reminding me it may never happen xx

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Iheartpasties · 04/03/2012 10:07

Good luck it does sound quite hopeful :)

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