TTC after miscarriage - A New Start to a New Year x x x

No I am not undercover!!!
It's nothing exciting ....trust me!!!!

I just don't have to wear uniform on the team I am attached to

Pee Pee stas say your a police officer, so are you undercover?? Or have i got wrong end of stick?

Only the best accomodation for us. Our office is in the loft. Gorgeous old wooden beams and galass roof!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sounds great except when the sun shines u roast. They are too stingey to buy blinds!!! Last summer people were fainting!

Hes 3. Main problems include not listening, screaming , shouting, defiance, seperation anxiety. Basically he had quite a bad year at a nursey, where he didnt get enough attention etc and we noticed a gradual change in behaviour, children were running wild, very aggressive and this made the seperation anxiety worse. The other stuff, well its a mixture of strong personalities and first time parents getting twisted round this little angel faces finger. So were trying sticker charts and ignoring/ diverting as time out makes him frantic. Which makes me worry more about what really went on at nursery. We suspected he was being bullied, but were reasurred he wasnt, but then other members of staff said, oh yes he has been bullied but gives back as good as he gets Not ideal as far as im concerned and somebody was lying???

Had to rush off for a P.

All done now. This building is creepy of a night time. Noone here. The building used to be a mental hospital (SECURE) (Do u know it?)and the mess room (basement) was the mortuary.

SCAREY...............

And b 4 u say it, No I am not some big arse scarey officer!!..........................................................................................................................

Well actually, I am!!

Phew! I had an awful thought for a minute that I wasn't talkig to anyone and you were a figment of my imagination!

Just making u sweat a bit!!!!

Where you both gone??

Pee - where you gone?

I know you have told me (but yes memory and seive and all that!) how old is DS?

Well im trying not to react to him which is working,but the seperation axiety is gonna b hard work.

G4P - Aww its a shame you can't come but next time deffo yeah? Hope it goes well with DS and childminder

plus a bit skint too.

WHY??? Oh no, why, what have I said? Was it big, I meant long and covering you well, you know what Imean

SHOVEL ANYONE?

AWH your both really sweet, but already have plans for day time cannot be cancelled, as already done that . I think i mentioned ds having discipline issues, so working with childminder to hopefully address some of them. I tell you, shes better than the hv.

What do you mean BIG....................

U have upset me.....

Big and Collar!!

Although, Peepee, I now imagine you arriving in a bid beige raincoat, with the sollar up round your ears, dark glasses and a sawn off hidden underneath the coat!

I understand Peepee I will tell nobody - I self destruct after wards anyway!! (really though, I understand totally )

G4P - jump on the train tomorrow and join us!! Really we have loads of room and would love to see you!

G4P.........

Come along. i am sure they can squeeze u on!!

Rather not. I'll tell u tom. It's no great secret but i will xplain all tom.

I'll have to kill u after though!!!

Dungarees and red wellies???? lol, really wish i was coming tomorrow Family dinner put back to next week now!

Still having trouble with the stairs then?

I know obviously you can't say too much especially on here (never know whos listening!) but why no uniform? Give me a cryptic clue as to what you do

Or you can tell me to mind my own and sod off!!

I don't finish unitil 11 tonite. I don't think I'll get thru the night. I am Knackered. I can't go and watch tv cos it's too far down. My legs and arse are killing me!!!

I am being honest. Don't laugh at him !!! He'll bouf you one!!!