TTC after miscarriage - A New Start to a New Year x x x

I'll mail you before I go hun xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Good thinking hun.
nah you're alright mate, I'll give you a bell in the morning to goss lol you've got alot to get done this morning. Have a great one x

Its okay HK, really. I'm not at all bothered, I mean it would have been nice, but I really think I should concentrate on at least trying this course. If I don't like it or don't do well, then maybe I can start to think about TTCing again. But obviously it isn't meant to happen to me yet as I have other things I am destined to do.
Becoming a midwife is my dream and I now have he opportunity to go for it. So, you see , getting a BFN has probably done me a favour really.

HK, if you want me to ring I will before I go xxx

Sorry to hear that Ch hun. Talk soon x

Good morning ladies!

Well D-Day is here and I'm about to go sort myself out to leave at about 11.30 for London Town!!

But had to just pop on the saw BFN - sorry but it was a DEFFO BFN - no evap lines. no flickers, no faint squiggles, and that was with a First Response. SO I can safely say I am not PG. I'm not in the slightest bit upset, in fact I think I have a strange feeling of relief - it wouldn't hve been the best time for me to fall PG. I have way too much going on right now.

Anyway, HK - I hope you are okay and I will speak to you soon with all the gossip from today xxxxxxxx

Charlee - well done your sister

Hi!

Just thought i would check in so you know im still around. CD 10 for me. My sister gave birth to baby Joshua today 7.10 lbs it was really quick again (last one was 1 pain on the bathroom floor!) This time she at least made it to the hospital bun not to the labour ward! Sorry if that makes some of you feel bad but im really excited and happy for her so i had to share.

Anyway i hope your all doing ok, luv and hugs to you all, Charlee xox

Morning all.
Bleeding eased slightly, but still there so another day of waiting I guess.
Anyway onto a brighter note, hope the meet up goes fantastically all! Wish I could've been there. Have a great time xxxxxxxxxxx

Night both of you! And Peepee, you better sleep other wise Father Christmas won't come.....

.....BUGGER!! That was wrong!..........Got carried away!

Ok then ladies, talk soon bye

Aww ch thats a shame, i know its not the same, but im here if you need to chat. It is hard though, dh works on exhibitions, so although he works all year round, some months are bussier then others. There are times we never use to actually see him, so i know where your comming from.

NIGHT NIGHT....................

I am off too. I have to go and meet DH at Baker Street lazy sod won't come to London Bridge. I have to travel the tubes with all the stinking drunks.

Speak tomorrow.

Am really excited............ Won't be able to sleep!!

Oh and BITCH GP!!!!! 15 thats bloody rediculous! Silly doctor!

Oh Peepee you poor love What a rotten time to go through in your own I'm glad that "we" were here though

Talking of going to sleep I must go and get some now. I need as much beauty sleep I can get for tomorrow (although if I slept for a year, it wouldn't help!) and I want to jump in the bath befor I sleep (not my usual yearly bath time, but seeing as I am meeting you lot, I suppose I should make an effort!)

I will be on briefly in the morning with some sort of test result for you.

Nighty night my lovelies!! xxxxx

I tested this mornig and BFN. Only day 24 though! Am not hopeful though..... This progesterone is working far too well for my liking.

Phoned my GP today for some more and she will only do a prescription for 15. COW.... That'll cost me another 6 pounds whatever for that at least last time they gave me 30. 15 isn't even enough for a cycle!!!

He is perm nights but not this many hours normally - its a shutdown at the moment so there is more work to be done with a deadline

I now exactly how u feel.
DH was away alot last year on his dog courses it was awfull. One of those times I was m/c and it was the worst time ever. I didn't want to say to much to him as he was under alot of strees so I turned to u guys.

It is so hard when they are away. Go to sleep then when u wake he'll be there.

living with a shift workers never easy. Dh does them occasionally and you feel like your running the whole shebang. Will this night work last long??

I'm okay really, just very tired from doing everything at home and with the kids, and probaby over-emotional from PG/PMT (delete as applicable)

Awww, I am happy for that Pee! Just miss my DH thats all. Will be glad when he is on normal hours again

Oh, Why r u down....?

You should be happy cos you're going to meet me tomorrow

well, I'm not seeing him. He comes in and goes to bed, and coz he is going to bed later, he is getting up later, but then leaving not long after he gets up. Its hard to have a convo with him as it is all around the time of boys coming in from school and tea time!

Ahh, lovely,whats bugging you?

Yeah DH working again he left at 5.30 tonight and willbe home at brekkie time I really miss him - between you and me, I am really quite down at the mo, but trying to keep going

oooh sorry Ch is your dh working again tonite then? Dh is making me laugh, hes just heard u2 on telly and started whinging, he hates them and bono with a vengeance, not rock and roll enough for him, heee.

Shhhh, G4P, you know nothing!

Nice building and yes I possibly do know it!! hehee!! Mortuary - nice! You wouldn't catch me in there at night for toffee!!! Perhaps they should put the cells in the basement - If the folkes in then see anything "ghosty" it might put them off reoffending!!