TTC after miscarriage - A New Start to a New Year x x x

Thankyou all {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} back at you.
My gut feeling is it's already happening, but everything happens for a reason and there's a million ways that it could be worse, so I'm lucky. x

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HellKat-I'm really sorry hun. Will be thinking of you. ((xx))

HK - I am so sad that this could be happeneing. I won't say "is" because it could be okay, could this possibly be bleeding from another area affected by endo?? Sweetheart I am prayin gso much for you. I am hoping that this is nothing and just a false alarm. Sending you lots and lots of {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

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Ok, finally got through to the epu and the nurse said it definitely sounds like a mc (due to the pain more than the bleeding) so now have to play the waiting game and test again in 7 days to see what's happening. If it's bfn then my body's taken care of it, if it's still bfp the I've got to get scanned but she's pretty sure it's not a viable pg (I knew that anyway). I can see me testing before then anyway (as always addicted to those little pee sticks )

Thankyou mums.
Just tried epu and no answer yet. So will keep ringing. It'll be so much easier to hurry up and mc at home instead of all that pallava (sp?) Grrr I'm an impatient cow are'nt I?

Hellkat I'm so sorry to be reading this about you. I hope it is a false alarm and if it isnt then you're in the right place for support. I'll be thinking of you hunny. Please rest up and call the docs so you can get checked out.

Also it's exactly as before. Same stage in pg, same colour. Only difference is the pain's worse this time. Just wish it would bloody hurry up either way.

Thanks hun.
Last night there was enough (tmi coming up) old stuff to fill the gusset of my pants. Sorry anyone who's reading this. It feels like I've got really, really bad period pain and feels like my cervix is stretching. I probably will give them a call in a bit and see if they can do the blood test for hcg.

Morning all.
Well pain's still there, feels like normal bad endo pain. Had no more bleeding until this morning and it's now pinky/red. Not much but enough. Have'nt decided whether or not to go to epu later or just let nature takes it course. Feeling alright actually. Totally expected it. Glad it's now rather than later. Resigned myself to the fact it's mc no.5. So glad I had'nt cancelled my endo surgery now.
How's everyone else on this blustery, rainy day?

G4P im still here hun if you are glad you have laptop what were you using? im not sure what it was (i am a little slow in the uptake)
HK thinking of you lovely xx

Well dh is gonna go on laptop so just in case im not on later bye for now

Where are you, i promise to type fast I miss you all.

Carly, hello lovely, im sorry havent been able to catch up with you recently. As youve probably guessed by my slightly faster then yesterday typing, i have been able to borrow a laptop. Are you ok sweet, have been thinking about you.

HK hold on in there sweetheart huge hugs to you (((((()))))) xx
at that story had me in tears and feeling sick to my stomach!! Why?????? wtf is wrong with this world
dont know what else to say..............
sending everyone huge hugs i think we all need them xx

Hell Kat so sorry, take it easy and get yourself of to drs asap, it could still be alright.
Ps, that story is just awful, i really have no words, why? why? why?

HK {{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}} will ring you hunni! xxxxxxxxx

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that story makes me feel sick. it was bad enough hearing about the three year old last week but this takes it to the limit. i don't know how anyone can do such a horrible thing. they should be tortured to death for what they did.

hellkat i'm thinking about you. hope you're alright.

Morning ladies, well i suppose evening for you! lol. I have woken uo feeling very very sick, af due tomorrow no signs yet. hope alls well in ttc land.

at that story!
God I swear, let me at them. Put him in a prison with no bloody special treatment and let the inmates have a field day with his perverted, sorry ass! So, so many things i'd love to do to people like that. Punishment should fit the crime so how about tying him down and raping him with something the size of a watermelon. Even then it would'nt be enough. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Bad news here girls. Started bleeding quite heavily (old in colour but alot), very crampy period pains so not holding out much hope. So glad we did'nt tell anyone and get our hopes up. hey ho we'll see what tomorrow brings.

Still thinking about that story. Shudders
Have a good night all. be back in the morning. Off for a lie down xxxxxx

God that is awful! How on earth ....I can't begin to imagine....why? I am so shocked. I can't really comprehend this. I mean why? WHY? He deserves to be hung. I mean they know he did it 100% - they had photos - so they should string him up in front of the mothers of the baby and the young girl and televise it!!