TTC after miscarriage - A New Start to a New Year x x x

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Will anyone be around tonight? I'm all by myself and lonely and bored

Well, he's gone again! DH is on his way to work leavingme with the kids to put to bed and all the washing up to do AH well only 7 more nights of this!

Slink - I don't care what you look like next Saturday as long as you are there!! hehe!!

KK - wishing you lots of luck for the 3rd Feb

Spub - thanks hun, but I don't hold out much hope. Getting more AF pains tonight. I had pain last night but this is much more like normal AF pains.

Told DH tonight that I was possibly PG. He was fine I explained that it is only a maybe as I haven't tested yet. He asked me how I felt and I said I was confused as I do really want to go to college now I have come this far. But I explained I would obviously be happy too. He said we would get roung it and take each day at a time So worst thing is over with! I'll get AF now you watch!

hi all,
HK- stronger test does sound very positive, i bet you can't wait until wednesday, i really hope all is well and the bleed was implantation.

CH- fingers and toes crossed for you already hun.
also i will be coming! although i will look a state as i am getting about 3 hours sleep a night as still have so much uni work to finish. am just warning you all i might not look as pretty as i usually do lol, also next assignment deadline is day after meet so might not beable to stay the whole night

carly- hope af doesn't come, theres still a chance.

KK- thats a bit worrying about your dd, i hope everythings ok.

KK - sorry you have such worries and I hope everything goes ok at consultants 3rd feb and at the drs {{hugs}} to you and your family x

Carly - sorry you have a bfn but as kk said don't give up until that af arrives..x

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feeling very upset at the moment. dd's amnio mat (detects breathing if no movement felt after 20 seconds alarm goes off) has just gone off again i've booked a doctors appointment for wednesday morning but this has really upset me. she hasn't seen her cardiac consultant since mid oct (this is the longest we've not seen him for) and i'm now counting down the days until we next see him (3rd feb). it has only ever gone off once when she was a baby but since christmas it's been twice a week! we thought it might have been because dd moves around these days so it might not detect as well as what it should do. anyways we turned the sensitivity up and it's still going off, this time she was right above where the mat was. once the alarm starts to sound i think this shocks dd into taking a good deep breath. i think i'm going to phone dp and see what he has to say (just need someone to reassure me right now)
carly - don't give up hope until af arrives.

Carly - just saw your message. for you. Hugs

HK - fingers crossed for you, love.
CH - I am sooooooooooooo hoping you get your BFP tomorrow. Everyone deserves one asap but I do feel that this must be your time. Good luck

right ladies just a quick one in afraid. Tested this afternoon and bfn so i guess this is a goodbye for now from me. A lot of you will know this was my last month of ttc, cd32 today so there really is no hope as even a small trace of hcg would have shown. I wont be leaving the thread completly but wont be posting as much. I wish all that are still ttc all the luck in the world and those who have their beanies too xx

I have snuck on for a few minutes. Left the foreigners down stairs. They go home tonight. I am knackered.

BIG HELLO to you all. Will catch up later.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Oh, CH I am still a deffo.x

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21st January
Bella Italia, Leicester Square, London
3pm
TABLE BOOKED

CH + DH - Deffo
Diddle + Dh - Deffo
Peepee + Dh - Deffo
Slink + DH
Mygirl + DH +1DD Deffo
Cori + DH + DS - Deffo

Right, I will be ringing restaurant on Wednesday with final numbers for Saturday so if there are any changes to the list, could you let me know. Sorry to sound so bossy but I really need to get this organised

noticed in the capricorn stars reading from the sunday mag yesterday in news of world there was a mention of a link with twins.. dh is one thats why I look at that star sign.

not a capricorn why? i'm a scorpio though!

Sound of HK scoffin' her icecream!

Thankyou all. Feel loads better .
Healthy eating all the way.............apart from the rest of that ice cream I've got stashed.

Morning ladies,

good luck to the testers tomorrow and hoping that af stays away.. and for those having af hope they ease off soon.

hk - fingers crossed for you and your baby...test sounds good sign I am surprised they didn't ask you to go in earlier to check for themselves.. take care hk x

KK - you sound a wonderful mum and dedicated... the twins thing you aren't capricorn are you??

Sorry brief one but its all happening at work and just caught up...
Take care all and have a good day (or have the rest you need) xxx

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HK easier said then done but try to relax. A few beers aren't going to matter, i drunk so much at the beginning of my pg with ds1 (b4 i found out of course)im surprised he wasnt pickled!! Sounds like things could be ok especially with the test if you were m/c then the line would be faint by now or maybe not even there, am keeping everything crossed for you xx

hk - a sronger pg test means a stronger pg. i take that as a good sign. my pg tests went fainter and fainter when i had my mc until about 2 weeks later when i got a negative. it took a few weeks after af was due to finally get a good positive, then i started bleeding at 10 weeks i think it's brilliant sign. stupid b*tch on the phone!

still not getting hopes up though.

Hiya all.
Well rang epu, got scan booked for Wednesday and forget what I said about them being nice lol, she did'nt know her arse from her elbow. She said I'd either already mc (not a chance, no bright red blood), a urine infection (had enough to know it's not) or I may not even be pg at all (hmmmm funny that considering just done a test and it's a bright pink +, stronger than the first, even more than the control line).
So I'm sat now in tears, freaking out lol. Surely if it's stronger that means it's not dying and if it's not dying then I'm an evil cow because I thought it was and had a few beers last week! I don't know what's worse, bad pain or putting myself through horrendous guilt trips, think definitely the guilt trips.
Oh god I'm a hormonal nutcase!
Sorry all for this raging insanity .
Anyhow, CH.... you're pg I betcha
Hope everyone's good. xxxxxxxxxxxx