TTC after miscarriage - A New Start to a New Year x x x

Not got any hopes up though, being detatched from it all until I know one way or another.

Well it's back to spotting, not the big gush that was yesterday. It must be wondering 'cos I sure am lol.

Morning all.
CH- So sorry hun, maybe a tad early though? try and leave it until the weekend if poss.
Carly- {{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}} Hunny I'm so sorry, you will be sorely missed love. Please don't be a stranger!!!! xxxxx
Jane- Sorry to hear about you to hun. At least now it's a new beginning and you can get some normality back, so to speak. Bless your little one! I was the same, first time every away from him at night was through me being in hospital.

Had a mega bleed yesterday afternoon and then eased. Still loads of pain (aswell as cramping it feels like I'm severely bruised inside). Going to try and hang on until tomorrow and make them see that something's definitely wrong. Don't worry, will them hell if need be.
Have a good one all, spending the day being a lazy cow.
xxxxxxx

KK that must be so worrying.
CH and HK hope you get some good news soon.

Everything got a bit more gruesome at the weekend. I got some blood tests back on Friday and because the HCG levels were still high and rising so the drs were worried I may have had an ectopic pregnancy. I ended up in hopsital overnight and had to have an ERPC(?)and luckily it wasn't ectopic cos my levels had fallen. It was pretty distressing and my ds was very upset. It was not how I planned to spend my first overnight trip without him. Feeling loads better now and beeling and pain has stopped. But the anasthetic had left my lips numb so am going to see my dr tomorrow.

Have fun at your pizza do. Have any of you met before? It should be very interesting.

sorry wasn't on long but going to bed now as we've got to be up early tomorrow.

what test did you use?

oh i think a morning test is the best thing to do. i'm feeling really tired tonight. couldn't remember the name of the mat to detect her breathing so i actually phoned dp before sending my earier msg and thought he said amnio but it's actually an apnoe. posted a thing on health and special needs as well to see if anyone else can suggest anything but haven't had much response. i just want to know what's going on, the alarm scares me when it goes off but i think it makes dd remember to breath again. also spoke to hv who doesn't seem too concerned, so maybe i'm worrying for nothing.

Well, ladies, I'm off up the wooden hill to Bedfordshire! I am shattered and need my beauty sleep (BOY! do I need my beauty sleep!!)See you all bright and early. Night night xxxxxxxxx

Oh BTW, not testing tomorow. Still no Af but I did a sneeky and rahter naughty test at teatime today. Got a BFN. No trouble though coz I know it could be way too early. Anyway, I figure that if I got no result today, I won't tomorrow either so gonna leave it a few days now. Will do it Wednesday maybe, if not even later.

Night Night G4Pxx

Hi KK, hows your night been?

Well of to bed to read, finished jodi piccoults "my sisters keeper" it was fab, very sad but thought provoking, now starting on purple hibiscus. I have ordered confessions of a bad mother, but paper back not out yet, so have to wait til feb anyhow have a goodnight.

hi kk, thanks, ch awhh, thats lovley.

hello again.
g4p - best wishes for your dh
ch - pmsl. have you got yor pg test ready? i left mine by the toilet with a clean bottle next to it ready for in the morning before i tested. also only have sips of water from now on as we want your wee to be as strong as possible! oh i'm so exceited.

Oh no I'll miss ya G4P! Really, I will. I hope you get back online soon.

AAAH, well dh is on for seven days, then a day of then back on for five. But he has to take th work laptop back tomorrow and ours is still not back from pc world, so i may be ofline for a few days, apart from very short posts via the pda thingy.

Yeah. Its just for a week. He normally leaves later and gets home earlier in the morning, bu the is leaving much earlier in the evening this week and not getting home til I am up. But I can cope for a week

Thanks ch. Poor thing, hes so stressed and with af still here and him stopping smoking, theres no release valve, iykwim . So is you dp of working again?

Oh BUGGER! G4P!! Poor DH Why are employers such arses!! I don't blame him for being upset. I'm sure it will all be okay though. I still have everything crossed for him.

lol ch pmsl, especially the beer one. Hope you ok and that bfp. kk sorry ur going through a rough time, hope it gets sorted feb 3rd. Hello anyone else. Wish i was going on meet up, you will have 2 do it further up north next time . PeePee i made ur brussel sprout receipe lovely!!! OOOh bit of crapy news, unfortunately dh will not knoe result of interview untill next fri, as they have changed goal posts and are interviewing people over 2 wednesdays consecutively. Dh bit annoyed as his is this week so has less time to prepare and his mates is next week. I just hate the waiting.

Jeez!! I'm bored!

A man took his pregnant wife to the hospital to give birth. The doctor told them that they'd developed a new machine and asked if the couple would like to try it out. The machine could take some of the pain of childbirth from the mother and give it to the father to ease the mother's burden.

Well, they thought that was a good idea, and decided to give it a try. The doctor initially set the machine on 10 percent, telling the man that even 10 percent was probably more pain than he'd ever experienced. But the husband was surprised at how little pain he was feeling, and asked the doctor to raise the level.

The doctor increased it to 20 percent, and when the man still felt fine, he raised it to 50 and finally 100 percent.

After it was all over, the man stood up, and stretched a little. Both he and his wife felt fine, and they shortly left the hospital to take the baby home.

It was then that they found the postman dead on their doorstep.

A woman went to the doctor's office. She was seen by one of the new doctors, but after about four minutes in the examination room, she burst out, screaming as she ran down the hall. An older doctor stopped and asked her what the problem was, and she explained. He had her sit down and relax in another room.

The older doctor marched back to the first and demanded, "What's the matter with you? Mrs. Terry is 63 years old, she has four grown children and seven grandchildren, and you told her she was PREGNANT?"

The new doctor smiled smugly as he continued to write on his clipboard.

"Cured her hiccups though, didn't it?"

Yesterday, scientists in the United States revealed that beer contains small traces of female hormones.

To prove their theory, they fed one hundred men twelve pints of beer and observed that 100% of them started talking nonsense and couldn't drive.

Ooo yes! I'm so bloody bored!

I will email all who are coming with my mobile and a pic (albeit a rather dodgy one!!)