New bus boarding for April 2012

p.s. hello 1sttimetryer - missed your post there - have updated stats:

Imustecraz26 (26) ttc#2 AF due 11 Jul-ish
Piglet28(29)tt#2 AF due 11 July
marthamay(29) ttc#2 AF due 18 July-ish
RosyRosie (24) ttc#1 AF due 19 July
Notinmykitchen (35) ttc#2 AF due 20 July (ish)
JamieJay (30) ttc#2 AF due 20 July (ish)
Louiseteacher30 (30) ttc#1 AF due 20th July
Mrsbullseye (37) ttc#1 AF due 20th July (ish)
Numberjacker (35) ttc#1 AF due 20-23 July
Fretfree (39) ttc #1 Period due 22 July-ish
Sukie1971 (40) ttc#2 AF due 24 July (ish)
treaclechops (25) ttc#1 AF due 24 July (ish)
Muckyhighchair (24) ttc#2 AF due 24 July-ish
Levana (31) ttc#1 AF due 25 July
Liliana (31) ttc#1 AF due 27 July
Yemayaa (32) ttc#1 AF due 27 July
Signet2012 (28) ttc#1 AF due 28th July
orangehead (33) ttc#3 AF due 29th July
Twobecomethree (28) ttc# 1 AF due 29 July
skjifox (24) ttc#3 AF due 3 Aug
spout (34) ttc#2 AF due 3 Aug
ColleenEatsVeg (29) ttc#1 AF due 4 Aug (ish)
Figaro82 (29) ttc#1 AF due 2nd Aug
Tipp2chicago (31) ttc#1 AF due 1 Aug
Lalabaloo (21) ttc#1 AF due 5 Aug
Minipie (30) ttc#1 AF due ?6 August
Amanda (33) ttc#1 AF due 12 Aug (ish)
Lauraloo09 (27) ttc#2 AF due???
Luce2006 (age?) ttc#2 AF due ???
porcupine11 (31) ttc#3 AF due 9 Aug (ish)
MeconiumHappens (28) ttc#1 AF due 14 Aug
1sttimetryer (25) ttc#1 AF due ??
BlueCrane (?) ttc#1 Af due ??

Hi bluecrane, sorry to hear about your MMC - fx your cycle gets back on track soon.

Marthamay fab news - yay you and the first BFP on this bus!! So pleased - hope that you have torn yourself away from staring at the stick by now though I'm sure that everything will be fine this time round, but make sure you look after yourself and don't stress too much.

RosyRosie I know what you mean about timings - had a crap day at work today because we're going through a big restructure and basically my role will be no more. Really lucky as have 2 other options so I'm not at risk of having no job, one is on a fixed term contract ends Dec 2013 with 2013 being a massive year for the project so if I map to that one then pressure is on for next couple of months conception as otherwise wouldn't have enough time to go back for a year to claim maternity leave and benefits (which are really good). Other role is new but permanent so long term security, there will be loads of work and hassle setting it up over next 6-12 months so not sure how I can ask to map to that one and then, if our TTC is successful soon, announce it at work. Got to decide in next 10 days so I probably won't even know by then whether this month's SWIing has worked :(

So I'm generally blurgh today as I'm so indecisive and I can't discuss with anyone other than DH (no-one else knows we're TTC as think that would create undue pressure and questions) that essentially my decision making is all down to when I think I might get pregnant and not at all down to my career choices!!

Sorry for the rant - hope everyone else is doing ok - anyone else testing soon? Hope there's lots more BFPs to come this month.

Hello all...can I tentatively take a seat? Had MMC at the end of May and still waiting for AF to return...we've SWI a bit since but have no idea if I've even ovulated or when AF is due! But been feeling v down and PMTy tonight and have v heavy feeling like AF might be starting v soon...and if it does then we can properly start TTC again and hope for an April due date...if AF doesn't come and by some miracle I get a BFP then think I may still be due in April but will have to keep you posted! This is trying for no.1 by the way...

sigh Still about a week to go until I can test...

I think if it doesn't happen this month I may have to leave it until 2013 :( I'm getting a bit antsy about being able to fit it in with a crucial time with my business :(

marth Positivity is on your side. Are you waiting til another test to tell your other half? I can't keep secrets :p

Hi everyone, Please can i hop on board? Crazy cycles since coming off pill, so unsure of when im due.
Stats:-
1sttimetryer (25) ttc#1 AF due Whenever it fancies
:)

Thanks colleen and notinmykitchen!
I will definitely be testing in the next few days. I have no problems with keeping myself reassured.
Today feel very fatigued/dopey and still have AF-like cramping and a very heavy feeling in my uterus. I think my nips are bigger too, and darker but whilst bf it's very hard to tell because boobs are never in a 'normal' state anyhow.
I feel very excited but also a little freaked out. I'm very afraid of miscarrying again. I suppose there is nothing to be done about that feeling - maybe it gets easier the further along you get, especially beyond the point where you previously miscarried.

And Notinmykitchen hope you hear good news, my bloodtest is on the 25th bit hoping it doesnt matter seeing my AF could have arrived (or hopefully not arrive) before I get the results

Yay marth keep us posted! Testing again in a few days?

Congratulations marthamay, that's brilliant news! Lauraloo hope your squinty line turns into a definite one! Hopefully now the floodgates will open and we'll have loads of BFP's! Been for blood tests today to see if there is any reason I am not getting pregnant, still hoping that by the time I get the results it will be irrelevant as I will be pregnant. 7 DPO today and still driving myself mad symptom spotting. Have sore boobs but not much else, and I get that every month, including when I was pregnant with DS. None of the cramps or bloating I usually get when AF is on the way though so feeling quite hopeful today!

Is it possible to stare lovingly at a piece of plastic you have peed on? Why yes, I believe it is.

Imustecraz26 (26) ttc#2 AF due 11 Jul-ish
Piglet28(29)tt#2 AF due 11 July
marthamay(29) ttc#2 AF due 18 July-ish
RosyRosie (24) ttc#1 AF due 19 July
Notinmykitchen (35) ttc#2 AF due 20 July (ish)
JamieJay (30) ttc#2 AF due 20 July (ish)
Louiseteacher30 (30) ttc#1 AF due 20th July
Mrsbullseye (37) ttc#1 AF due 20th July (ish)
Numberjacker (35) ttc#1 AF due 20-23 July
Fretfree (39) ttc #1 Period due 22 July-ish
Sukie1971 (40) ttc#2 AF due 24 July (ish)
treaclechops (25) ttc#1 AF due 24 July (ish)
Muckyhighchair (24) ttc#2 AF due 24 July-ish
Levana (31) ttc#1 AF due 25 July
Liliana (31) ttc#1 AF due 27 July
Yemayaa (32) ttc#1 AF due 27 July
Signet2012 (28) ttc#1 AF due 28th July
orangehead (33) ttc#3 AF due 29th July
Twobecomethree (28) ttc# 1 AF due 29 July
skjifox (24) ttc#3 AF due 3 Aug
spout (34) ttc#2 AF due 3 Aug
ColleenEatsVeg (29) ttc#1 AF due 4 Aug (ish)
Figaro82 (29) ttc#1 AF due 2nd Aug
Tipp2chicago (31) ttc#1 AF due 1 Aug
Lalabaloo (21) ttc#1 AF due 5 Aug
Minipie (30) ttc#1 AF due ?6 August
Amanda (33) ttc#1 AF due 12 Aug (ish)
Lauraloo09 (27) ttc#2 AF due???
Luce2006 (age?) ttc#2 AF due ???
porcupine11 (31) ttc#3 AF due 9 Aug (ish)
MeconiumHappens (28) ttc#1 AF due 14 Aug

Always last on the bus :(

Hello, can I board, am in the process of being kicked off the march bus..having the dreaded brown spotting which leads to AF but also make me cling onto it being implantation. Have poas, it says no, im moving on!
ding ding, april sounds good :)

I have a faint BFP!!!!!

First response, mid morning faint but clear second line came up within seconds....

keeping my legs crossed....trying not to get excited now.

ooooooo lauraloo even a squinty line is quite exciting!
I have no experience of ebay cheapies, but it's certainly better than a BFN!
I'm still to chicken to test because I can't bear the disappointment of the inevitable BFN.
Nipples are still very, very sore when BF. I remember this from last pregnancy - but it also happens randomly so not neccessarily a symptom of anything....

Morning ladies how are we all doing?

porcupine so sorry af came early here's hoping you get your bfp next month sending lone hugs and

martha I still haven't worked out dates my last period was end of March just after I stopped the pill hate not knowing :(

Well I didn't sleep well at all my DD who's 2 has been having nightmares so beem up with het. also been having cramps all night and still have it feelong af is about to start. I took a test this morning and bfn although I can see something when I squint at it bit poss an evaporation line has anyone got ecperirnce of eBay cheap tests do they show evaporation lines? Won't get swi in tonight going to see harry potter at midnight lol. Sorry for the long post :)

Sarahbumbarer and Porcupine I'm so sorry you're off . Porcupine, your AF came very early!? I hope you enjoyed your beer and feel hopeful for next month. Sarah, I hope you feel better and recovered soon enough to get in lots of SWI for next month.

Lauraloo welcome - have you worked out where you are yet???

muckyhighchair it is so, so frustrating when your cycles are not regular. THe last six months have been a total rollercoaster for me with BF ds and the the miscarriage. Half the time I have no idea if AF is going to show whether I'm preg or not. I just hope it doesn't come for you and you get the BFP or it comes so you know where you stand!

As for me - now on 11DPO, still no sign of AF which is making me wonder what all those crampy achey feelings were about a few days ago. THey really felt like the kind of pain you get during your period rather than just before.
Who knows....

I'm trying to work out when to test. 12 DPO - 14DPO or maybe even later. What do you all reckon?

I've still got hurting eyes for crying when AF arrived this morning, but I'm chilling in front of a rom com and enjoying a beer for first time in 2 weeks, so not all bad. I'm going to try and look after myself more this month and see if that works, as think to run down to conceive last month.

Hello ladies - well I am off this bus. A bout of pneumonia involving lots of anti-b's and x-rays means that I am just not going to risk it this month.

Good luck - hope I don't see too many of you on the May bus

Imustecraz26 (26) ttc#2 AF due 11 Jul-ish
Piglet28(29)tt#2 AF due 11 July
marthamay(29) ttc#2 AF due 18 July-ish
RosyRosie (24) ttc#1 AF due 19 July
Notinmykitchen (35) ttc#2 AF due 20 July (ish)
JamieJay (30) ttc#2 AF due 20 July (ish)
Louiseteacher30 (30) ttc#1 AF due 20th July
Mrsbullseye (37) ttc#1 AF due 20th July (ish)
Numberjacker (35) ttc#1 AF due 20-23 July
Fretfree (39) ttc #1 Period due 22 July-ish
Sukie1971 (40) ttc#2 AF due 24 July (ish)
treaclechops (25) ttc#1 AF due 24 July (ish)
Muckyhighchair (24) ttc#2 AF due 24 July-ish
Levana (31) ttc#1 AF due 25 July
Liliana (31) ttc#1 AF due 27 July
Yemayaa (32) ttc#1 AF due 27 July
Signet2012 (28) ttc#1 AF due 28th July
orangehead (33) ttc#3 AF due 29th July
Twobecomethree (28) ttc# 1 AF due 29 July
skjifox (24) ttc#3 AF due 3 Aug
spout (34) ttc#2 AF due 3 Aug
ColleenEatsVeg (29) ttc#1 AF due 4 Aug (ish)
Figaro82 (29) ttc#1 AF due 2nd Aug
Tipp2chicago (31) ttc#1 AF due 1 Aug
Lalabaloo (21) ttc#1 AF due 5 Aug
Minipie (30) ttc#1 AF due ?6 August
Amanda (33) ttc#1 AF due 12 Aug (ish)
Lauraloo09 (27) ttc#2 AF due???
Luce2006 (age?) ttc#2 AF due ???
porcupine11 (31) ttc#3 AF due 9 Aug (ish)

Welcome lauraloo and porcupine, here's to a successful journey for you and to sharing here what you'd never dare to partners and family!!

will send you good vibes for a BFP mycat

sorry i can spell, i'm typing around ds1!

Can I join as I need a place to secretly obsess about TTC! I added m details at bottom of list, is that hte right thing to do? glad to see there are some mor ttc#3 on here as family make me feel i shouldn't be obsessing about #3 when I already have 2 :)

Imustecraz26 (26) ttc#2 AF due 11 Jul-ish
Piglet28(29)tt#2 AF due 11 July
marthamay(29) ttc#2 AF due 18 July-ish
RosyRosie (24) ttc#1 AF due 19 July
Notinmykitchen (35) ttc#2 AF due 20 July (ish)
JamieJay (30) ttc#2 AF due 20 July (ish)
Louiseteacher30 (30) ttc#1 AF due 20th July
Mrsbullseye (37) ttc#1 AF due 20th July (ish)
Numberjacker (35) ttc#1 AF due 20-23 July
Fretfree (39) ttc #1 Period due 22 July-ish
Sukie1971 (40) ttc#2 AF due 24 July (ish)
treaclechops (25) ttc#1 AF due 24 July (ish)
Muckyhighchair (24) ttc#2 AF due 24 July-ish
Levana (31) ttc#1 AF due 25 July
Liliana (31) ttc#1 AF due 27 July
Yemayaa (32) ttc#1 AF due 27 July
Signet2012 (28) ttc#1 AF due 28th July
orangehead (33) ttc#3 AF due 29th July
Twobecomethree (28) ttc# 1 AF due 29 July
SarahBumBarer (36) ttc#2 AF due 1 Aug
skjifox (24) ttc#3 AF due 3 Aug
spout (34) ttc#2 AF due 3 Aug
ColleenEatsVeg (29) ttc#1 AF due 4 Aug (ish)
Figaro82 (29) ttc#1 AF due 2nd Aug
Tipp2chicago (31) ttc#1 AF due 1 Aug
Lalabaloo (21) ttc#1 AF due 5 Aug
Minipie (30) ttc#1 AF due ?6 August
Amanda (33) ttc#1 AF due 12 Aug (ish)
Lauraloo09 (27) ttc#2 AF due???
Luce2006 (age?) ttc#2 AF due ???
porcupine11 (31) ttc#3 AF due 9 Aug (ish)

Evening ladies

Lauraloo
I sooo know what you mean, ive been feeling werid over the past few days but beening putting off testing in case its neg, really tring to wait a week or two. Unless of cause im really wrong and AF comes and grabs me!

Its really hard not knowing your cycle (first month since having the coil out) and i thought i would of got a af by now.

God here i god over thnking it. Lol

I know what you mean marthamay - my dh already thinks I'm mad just based on the few thoughts I have shared with him. If he actually knew all the stuff that goes through my head he'd probably have me committed - luckily what happens on the bus, stays on the bus ...