Emmsys weebling onwards and upwards into summer.

Moon that is exactly the right way to be about getting married! Too many people like all the fuss of the big day then realise it was the big day they wanted not the man they married. With a bit of luck you'll be getting your dress from Millets tent range to fit your triplet bump into!! Fingers crossed!

ig = big

cupcake thank you thats very sweet of you, I feel like anything but! Wedding plans, hmmmm.... slowly, and I havent found a dress yet. Is it wrong that I'm not really bothered? I just want to marry my lovely df, I dont really care what I wear, what I eat, where everyones gonna sit, whos making the cake, its all just trivial stuff, I love my df, I want to marry him, the finer details imo dont matter. I think everyone takes this as I dont want to marry him though which is quite difficult. I just want him and one day our family, I've learnt that stuff doesnt matter anymore.

gracie I would so love twins I have long given up on having our ig family, if we can even have one baby it will be a miracle, so if we were to have a multiple birth I would be ecstatic.

Vjay poor little Cjay. Maybe we need that Barbie-mobile again to scare off the nasty girls! Seriously though, talk to his teacher, hopefully it will all settle down soon.

BQ good luck with TTC again. Hopefully will be much quicker this time round.

Me again.

MLS good to hear you're TTC again!

Moon I hope you get to start clomid very soon. You can be our first twins Mummy! Though I'm sure one at a time is plenty!

Barbie yay for a boy!

4ever boo to AF, hopefully it's just the first day of a healthy new pregnancy. Big hug!

Sorry not kept in touch, I feel so rough. Have vomited about 20-30 times a day since Wednesday. DH has been on nights and my parents are away so DD has trashed the house. The only thing I can eat is tinned pears.
DH's exam is Tuesday so I've been putting on a brave face, but gave up today and DH has taken DD to his parents to study there. DD has been " looking after me" bless her, keeps trying to blow my nose for me when I've vomited. (she's very into blowing noses), but then runs off with the loo roll andrex puppy style!

I'm 7 weeks and 1 day now, yes I want to book a scan but need to feel a bit better first as nearest private scan 25 miles away.

Back in a sec.

Back home now but dh taking over laptop looking for a new car so still on my blinkin phone.

4ever so many mixed emotions :( had to do double take when u said baby 7, such a high number you poor lovely. im glad we have our professional at getting pg mls back on the bench, lots of bfps in no time.

bq hello! well done to luca sleeping well! fab you're trying again too :)
moon u are just lovely & definitely so dignified as mls says. roll on 23rd. how are the wedding plans coming?

blue i can vouch for your great taste in clothes! ds just out of the beautiful brown cord dungarees..he wore them for our photo shoot actually, must add pics!

right dh off laptop im getting on ebay, we borrowed a maclaren stroller for hols & are converted so gonna sell the icandy.

Cheers blue - my biggest sadness of AF is the fact its the literal final nail in the coffin of my pregnancy and my lost angel baby....

As for thoughts of being pregnant again, my last 2 ERPCs have been done under ultrasound. to make sure they were 'complete', as my 3rd MC and following ERPC, left 'retained product' and I had to have another ERPC 6wks later. So basically after my ERPCs i know they have got everything, and I barely even bleed after. I don't use OPKs as have really bad ovulation pain anyway, but never wanted to get that clinical tbh. Getting pregnant has never been the problem after all, just keeping them.. So, this time around, cos we dtd a few times and AF was later than it previously was after ERPCs I couldn't help but wonder... As I said my SIL is just one of a few i know of that fell pregnant straight after Mc with no Af so not that rare..

Anyways tis all by the by, my main sadness is obviously that I've miscarried again, and the first AF is always gonna be hard cos that's the absolute finality of it all...

However, I'm the original weeble, as christened by our lovely barbie, so after a very validated wobble, I'm already upright again, never been a fan of self pity, gets you nowhere but feeling crapper than before, so, onwards and upwards, hops are 2wks tomorrow and I have lucky baby 7 to be making

In the meantime I have wine and a wonderful DH to help ease this rather painful and incredibly heavy Af, and best of all my miracle blessing Summer who never lets me be sad cos all I have to do is look at my little answered prayer to know how bloody lucky i am....

Hugs to all those that needed them today - bless our little thread..

mls wow thank you, I'm not convinced of that, but its very nice of you to say so. They're just re-tests to confirm my low progesterone/high testosterone, so assuming they come back the same I think they will give me clomid. The consultant last time wanted to give me it there and then, but because he wasnt our normal consutant (she was off sick) he had to double check with someone and they asked for the repeat bloods. So fingers crossed.

blue if you've had too much you're typing pretty bloody well! I love your posts, so thoughtful and you can always say what I think but never comes out right.

x-post MLS - get that slanket off now!!!! Or at least unzip it.

Man I've had too much

commando

Blue
LBM
Neeko
Strawberry
Vjay

Small pants

4ever
MLS
Cupcake
Curly
Moon
Monkey

Medium pants

Barbie EDD 12 feb 2012
Gracie

Big pants

QA EDD Nov 2011

Saggypants

VJay 01/09/09 BOY AJay 8lb 6oz
Lionstar 27/09/09 BOY Arlo Bryn 9lb 5oz
Sabs 30/09/09 GIRL Saara 9lb 1oz
Buddhabelly 25/11/09 BOY Ewan James
Annie 25/11/09 BOY Ellis Charles 8lb 11oz
Bluesatinsash 23/12/09 BOY Benjamin Charles 8lb 3oz
MM 30/12/09 GIRL Nieve Ellen 8lb 6oz
Curly 05/02/10 GIRL Grace Eliza 8lb 4oz
Graciegirl 05/02/10 GIRL Isabelle Clare 7lb 1oz
Barbie 21/02/10 GIRL Devon Nimah 5lb 15oz
MrsKate 09/03/10 BOY Jack David 6lb 13oz
Neeko 29/03/10 GIRL Hannah Denise 8lb 15oz
Littlebellsmum 18/05/10 GIRL Joanna Emily 7lb 7oz
4everhopeful 26/05/10 GIRL Summer Clementine Hope 9lb 5oz
cupcakefairy 05/06/10 BOY Jude 8lb
iggypiggy 25/07/10 GIRL 6lb 14oz
MummyLovesSadie 11/10/10 GIRL Kitty Violet 7lb 1oz
Loueytbg 02/06/11 BOY Oscar Joseph 4lb 8oz
Baking queen BOY Luca

nine boys
ten girls

Mother nature eh?

in hand DS's asleep, DH probably pissed and munching on a kebab somewhere..

Sorry the list has caused upset... barbie only fished it out after MLS asked if it was still around... Shall I try and update reinstalling commando section?

Vjay - my B is eating like a horse just now too! Always dragging me off to the fridge and demolished his macaroni tonight (no-one makes it like Mama Blue . Glad Cjay bounced back with a small 'b' today but dfeffy speak to his teacher. Great idea getting him snazzy pencils etc.

4ever - sorry I wasn't here earlier honey, damn AF... Been there too hoping I was one of the 0.0001% that conceive straight away especially as I was getting +ve OPKs right after my first mc and didn't know that was due to pg hormones still being in your system . We dtd a few times that week and I then (apologies for TMI) had one final eposide of cramping and passed a final clot (two weeks after original natural mc...). That soon brought me down to earth, my body was still mc how the hell could I think I was going to be pg... Felt like an idiot.

Trying think of it as a re-boot of your body, just in time for your hops () when you'll be all mid-cycle and horny . In the meantime keep giving that DH and DD extra hugs xx

Barbie - belated woops that your having a boy . Its a cuddlefest for sure. I make it my mission in life to source lovely clothes for my two which is hard as some shops assume you want to dress them like min men. Jo Jo Mama Bebe is good as is Mini Boden (of course!). There used to be a gorgeous knitwear catalogue I got all of DS's jumpers form but it went bust.. Next is good for baby baby sizes but oce they hit 18 months forget it - no pale blue to be seen!

monkey happy anniversary btw, hope you're having a lovely meal x

louey yes Isaac has all his friend's in P1 with him, they were all at pre-school nursery together and all from our housing estate so we walk to school en masse which has helped their confidence . I'm sure your boys will be fine, as long as they can talk about Lego and Star Wars they will be a-ok! Happy 3 months to Oscar too, what new clothes have you bought him?

cupcake yay! to date night once your sis is around. You know we have family all around and still struggle to get to the piccies .

moon only two Fridays to go... Keep on keeping on until then x

Waves to everyone else, I'm siging off as my is now < >

Moon fwiw I think you are handling your situation with amazing strength & dignity. What are they testing for in the blood tests? Might they give you clomid on the 23rd?

BQ yay you go girl, it would be funny if you fell pregnant in like 2 months!

Vjay I too thought that at chocolate number 2's! Just shows how gutteral my mind is sometimes! Total melt at what Cjay said to you. I'd still knee-cap the girls though!

Louey so pleased your ds3 is smiling, these little milestones are so important & it is easy to obsess about the worst when they don't do what they are 'supposed' to do.

Barbie please come back, I know you only copied the list as it was & it's my stupid fault for asking about it yesterday.

4ever hope you are curled up on the sofa now watching X-factor with a glass of wine.

Well I think I'm not actually on the 2ww just yet. I seem to be having a delayed ov as my temp is still down but I've given dh some bedroom orders for tonight!

its a good job he has his best mum to help him through it :)

:) and perhaps all round

vjay I've recently had 2 sets of bloods taken, and our consultant appointment is on the 23rd of this month. Only 2 more Fridays and then it will be here . Poor Cjay, kids can be so cruel sometimes, but sadly its part of life and will hopefully make him a better person for it.

Please can we remember that we're all here to support each other. We've all been through far more than we should ever have to go through, and only us girls understand that. No one has intentionally upset anyone, we all do what we think is best to help everyone. Big group hug please.

Chose a bit of a bad day to pour my heart out and request tea and sympathy methinks.. heartaches been somewhat lost amongst the

Thanks for that Vjay - just wanted someone to acknowledge and understand that the first. Af after miscarriage is really heartbreaking and sad tbh.. Just feels so unfair. First thing i wanted to do this morning was post on here cos I was on such an emotional headf*....

Really thought i might of conceived again already, cos knew i ovulated nearly 2wks ago as had such bad ovulation pains, my SIL fell pregnant with my youngest niece straight after a miscarriage, with no AF in between so know it happens.. Just shit to have to dust off my tampax when i should be dusting off my maternity clothes

Thanks again for your post though Vjay - you're a sweetheart... Thankfully my DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and DDDDDDDDDDDH are giving me loads of tlc or i would be in a lot worse a state right now

Hello all sorry am rubbish at keeping up.
4ever - big hugs to you brave lady enjoy your holiday.
Barbie - boys are brill fun well the little bit I have had with Luca hope the palpatations stop and your move back to UK goes well
Moon - big hugs to you too i never thought I would make it to the graduates list but look at me now sat looking at my gorgeous sleeping boy.
louey - hello we seem to keep catchinhg each other on FB hope Oscar is ok we are getting more sleep now bed at 9 feed at midnight then one feed at 4 which lasts him till 8
Gracie -congratulations how exciting another bfp
Vjay - hope things improve next week at school

Sorry if catch up is rubbish but Luca due to wake up any minute and need to put some more washing in the machine before he wakes!!
If the list is updated put me back into small pants not to upset anyone but we are trying again for another baby. I know Luca is only new but as it took us 5 years to get him I dont want to wait before we try again.

Love to you all