Emmsys weebling onwards and upwards into summer.

Hi mls, I'm lying on the sofa trying to feel baby move...been freaking out the last 24 hours. Scared stiff they will tell me something is wrong at the next scan! The worry never goes does it? I did hpt right up until about 16 weeks! Crazy bunch on here aren't we?
To answer your question, no I don't think I would of wanted more children but I would of liked to make the decision myself, rather than it being taken away from me iyswim?

Not holding my breath about tomorrow...gone past caring. Actually that's a lie, I'm desperate to know so I can get on with things x

Barbie I hope you get the answer you want tomorrow re moving. What a worry about your heart condition. Would you have wanted more than 2 children? I really hope I get to the stage when I can say I'm halfway through this pregnancy. I'm still doing hpt's as I really can't believe I'm actually pregnant!

Oh poo, I missed wishing 4ever a lovely holiday......

Been a mixed weekend, waited all day on Friday for news...none came so dh emailed the guy explaining how we can't put our lives on hold and had expected answers. A grovelling email came right back apologising for the lack of contact and promised we will hear on Monday.....yeah right!

Hospital on Saturday and they are worried about my heart enough to run loads more test and I have to wear the halter again for 24 hours on Tuesday, makes me looked all wired up like some kind of suicide bomber so will be avoiding public spaces! I still have the hole but they are worried it could lead to pulmonary hypertension or embolism, both of which aren't nice and have basically been told that this baby has to be the last due to the negative effects it's having in me.

So still none the wiser about anything, on the plus side I'm now half way through this pregnancy....

Will catch up and do personals this eve, just wanted to keep you up to date x

LBM just over a year and a half. Seeing my accu lady on Monday, it can't come quick enough.

Off line i meant !!

MLS congrats honey - how many months will this be between this sticky bean and baby no 2?

Broadband is back - hrrah but must get on line and make tea

Massive congratulations MLS thought it must be with your triphasic chart

Thanks cupcake for forwarding jools' email.I hope that soon jools will feel able to come back and get the support that I know everyone wants to give, along with strawberry and monkey

I just so feel for jools and you moon, that longing to be a parent is such a strong one and takes so much out of you. I just wish that it was those that wanted children so badly and would make fantastic, loving parents that had the easy ride, rather than those that you see sometimes, who quite frankly don't deserve the children they have. Rant over From my own experience, I also know how hard it is when you are wanting to complete that family with a sibling and, although having 1 child already (as 4ever has wisely talked about) really does help to take the sting out of it, it is still a painful experience and i know how hard it is right now for monkey strawberry and 4ever .I just wanted to say that as I have been thinking alot recently about this time last year and how bad I was feeling and how far I have come and I do often think about you all.

Right time to eat, will be back later, hopefully in a slightly less emotional mood...

Sorry for not sending you the email from jools moon, QA and buddha. I haven't got your email address saved in my account

buddha, qa and moon have just inboxed you jools email :) sorry couldn't see if there was anyone else who didn't have it?

4ever have fab hops :) Summer will love it.

mls congratulations that didn't take long
4ever Happy hops
Barbie Anything to report yet?
VJay have my early wishes for next week as I'm off on my hops too next week

Oh and I haven't seen the email from Jools will someone please forward it to me?
Thanks x

Congratulations mls loving the baby boom on this thread hope its catching and we get many more bfp's to fill a new thread.

Oh & 4ever have a lovely long-dreamed-of holiday as a little family.

Thanks ladies for all your good wishes & thanks Neeko for keeping me sane this week (as usual). I actually had a faint bfp on Tues & have spent the week convinced that I'm having another cp. I'm embarrassed to think how many tests of different brands I've done in the last four days. I only felt confident enough today to tell you all about it when I had a nice dark line on the 1st Response. Please God let this be a sticky bean.

As always I'm thinking of Moon, Monkey, strawb (whether you are actually sitting on the small pants bench or leaning on it!) & the lovely Jools (yes I saw your heartfelt email too {{{hugs}}}). You have all been waiting far too long for it to be your turn. Lets hope this run of bfp's picks you all up with it & gives you an extra sparkly sprinkling of baby-dust.

MLS that's fantastic news!!!

4ever have a wonderful holiday! And make sure you come back with a BFP to start our new thread with!

Dropped DD off for am extra day in nursery this morning, then sat in the car outside the nursery vomiting so much my mum had to come and drive my car home.

Right who's getting the 6th BFP for the thread????? Curly? Moon ( the blushing bride)? Who else is on the 2WW?

yeah mls

Wow yea 5 BFPs so far this thread, obviously that did include mine, but was still a BFP nonetheless.... Room for one more? Anyone?! That would make 2 sets of 3, surely an Emmsys record?! Hopefully Ill be rejoining you all again on the next thread...

I shall say adios now for the next week or so as we jet off the day after tomorrow! So ridiculously excited to be going on our first ever family holiday with Summer! Dreamt about it for sooooo long, every previous holiday we had an amazing time, but would look on enviously at families, now we finally are one!

Hope you all stay healthy and happy and ill look forward to catching up with you all on my return... x x x x x x

Another one???? fab news mls!!!!
Well this has certainly been a very lucky thread...our new one is due to start very soon...let's make it just as lucky for our other ladies x

That's fabby news mls congratulations!!!

bfps come in threes, so who's going to be next.....

He he Mls for some reason I'm not at all surprised by your news! Many congrats

Wow me and Barbie really started this thread off with a huge baby boom didn't we?!?!

Yayyyy mls congrats!!

That was meant to say I've texted cupcake*

mls and even though I've texted you for your good news too! Can't remember if I've said congrats to gracie or not but for you too

Morning vjay Hope it all goes OK for you today

Just a quick flying visit, but wanted to send a big hug to moon strawberry and monkey

Will be back soon