isn't it annoying? vol.2

Still no af here either, mild cramps on and off for the past 2 days, can't wait until doctors so will be poas (a in this instance is another) tomorrow. Normal af cramps come 1 day before & v intense. Boobs seem to be back to normal BUT still metal taste.

I have a crap immune system so wondering how long flu could be in my system before symptoms and in turn stopping af?

faith How long have u been trying to loose weight? I lost nearly 1 1/2 stone from jan to mar, then put 7lb back on :(, I WILL be going to the gym today.

Stayed at my parents last night, had to bite my tounge a few times about all this, only 2 people (and you) know, I would like to tell my bestie but she is going through her own problems right now. Wanted to ask how many people (if any) u tell u r going to be poas?

Also caught up on Glee the other night, cried the WHOLE way through the funeral episode, literally sobbing, had to change my pj top it got so wet!!!

Ummm can't think of positive note to end....

Not today, but I am planning to tomorrow, when it will be 10 days longer than last cycle.

Has your DP had his second sperm test yet? Mine has just been to the doctor and been given a little kit with instructions. I was staying at a friend's last night so will see it later. I am fascinated!

Have you poas today? I do think.this warrants GP attention. Surely they will humour you enough to do a blood test?! Regardless of waiting for a gynae appt. I know you're irregular but this us almost a week.longer than your normal.cycle now.
Temp still up. Didn't feel like poas for inconclusive result. Will leave it til.tomorrow. looks like another day in limbo land for me!

What I really want to do is go to the doctor and say that I need a pregnancy blood test as I am clearly one of the people for whom urine sticks don't work. But the doctor will look straight at my history of random cycles and tell me to bugger off. At what point could I reasonably ask her advice? Or can I do that at all now, now she's passed me to a consultant??

Ok, another day over and still no period. I don't even feel like I'm about to start. This is ridiculous!

I feel rough! Tired, queasy, Ibs playing up. Ah cynicism kicking in "maybe I am ill not upduffed hence the high temps"?! Boobs are still big but not as tender. just prodded to check. Yes, still tender, but not screamingly as before. Time will tell. Best go do work now lunch is over and stop thinking about it.

Interesting that your temp is still high, faithbaby! Keep testing. Fingers crossed for good news soon. Megaboobs sound good, anyway. Are they still sore?

Princess, do you suffer from depression? Sorry to hear you're feeling low, sweetheart. Any brighter today?

CD53 and counting...

glad you are more comfy today, hope you get an answer either way soon!

Cd26. Am either 17dpo or 13! Happily more comfy in giant bra today :)

How many days is that now? That sucks m'love

Grr bfn!! What is going on?! Temp still.high!!!!

V for vendetta here, although I have seen it about 3 times at least already!

Lost 7lb so far. Really pleased considering size of ladies and the lack of exercise due muscle strain last week! Yup enjoying the positively getting pregnant this month thread. Only there do you get cheered on when you say you threw up!!
I'm jammied up watching The Apprentice in bed. I agree they are awesome.

evening all, how's everyone tonight?

cls101 I like the idea of all posts ending on a positive note,

faithbaby pg and cls101 don't give up on the positivity, there is still everything to play for if af hasn't arrived yet. I am cheering you on from the sidelines and waving a big BFP banner for all of you

princessamz sorry you are feeling so down, if you need to offload, feel free. Sometimes just getting it out there can feel like a weight off.

faithbaby well done on the weightloss, how much have you lost now? You sound like you are doing really well, despite the significant weight of the norkage!

Well I must say that whoever invented pyjamas and dressing gowns should win a medal, I'm feeling like I've eaten far too much dinner but I'm all curled up with the laptop on the sofa while dp is out playing badminton. Lovely.

My boobies are so big I just had to but a DD cup bra! I'm normally a C/D!! This is crazy! Ironically the ladies are massive but overall lost weight according to gym :)
Magnesium helped to stabilise my.mood especially with pms and sugar craving, princess, maybe worth a try? I take 300micrograms, most multi vits have about 60 which isn't enough for me!
Griselda what is going on with your body?! As you say, maybe test again at weekend. Hard to know when you ovulated/when you're really due with irregular cycles!

hey guys

dizzy you poor love.the last thing you need right now is to be having vivid dreams.hope you're feeling better soon

faithbaby with any luck you'll get that bfp soon

ive had a terrible couple of days.been feeling like the worlds about to end.dont think the evil witch is helping the depression.trying to stay positive but feeling completely alone at the mo :(

Hello everyone.

Dizzy, you poor darling. I think faithbaby is right that this is how your mind is dealing with processing things, but it's still horrible to have to dream through. How is mrkipper dealing with things? Is he being a good support to you?

Still no period for me. It is sadly far more likely that my cycle has gone spectacularly wimpy again, rather than that on pregnant :( but I shall keep with the positivity and test again on the weekend.

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Still no show of af here too!

Ealier I burst into tears had a tear, when I saw a Mum and son riding on there bikes to school???? I thought it was so sweet then, but think its pathetic now, Emotional or what!?!?!

Lets make it a trend to end all posts on a positive note : I made a HUGE placement at work and if it all goes through AND I am pg, it will pay for the overpriced expensive pram I would like If im not pg, it will go on my trip to New York at the end of the year.

OMG: Just thought, if I am pg and ive got my dates right I wont be able to fly, will have to rearrange New York? Does anyone recommend being pg in New York?

Joins havealittlefaithbaby in foot stoomping! Still no show of af here too!

Ealier I burst into tears had a tear, when I saw a Mum and son riding on there bikes to school???? I thought it was so sweet then, but think its pathetic now, Emotional or what!?!?!

Lets make it a trend to end all posts on a positive note: I made a HUGE placement at work and if it all goes through AND I am pg, it will pay for the overpriced expensive pram I would like :) If im not pg, it will go on my trip to New York at the end of the year.

OMG: Just thought, if I am pg and ive got my dates right I wont be able to fly, will have to rearrange New York? Does anyone recommend being pg in New York?

I want to know if I'm pregnant or not!! . Feel fine, though I wad having pms/af cramps in night but it was bowel related (?tmi). All better just slight dull ache in back. Obsessively.searching FF for charts with early ovulation/late bfp. Futility fiend has me as 17dpo so.if over high temp again tomorrow reckon it'll change ovulation date to cd12. Confused.com. not sure if charting helps or hinders but my GP said keep going cos it'd be useful for fertility clinic appt.
On positive note, GP has sorted counselling referral for DH he has to ring for initial consultation. Must nudge him.to.actually ring!

hello, big boxes of chocolates to those who have their aunt flo coming to stay, I hope she buggers off soon! And to those who are still waiting, I wish you all luck.
Dizzy glad things are a little clearer and like faithbaby says, it must be a part of the grieving process, your mind needs to make sense of things.

Hope everyone is ok? The shagfest has started (on day 7) and I hope to be able to maintain it until day 20 if possible (although not every nightI hasten to add!). DS was asking again yesterday if he could have a brother or sister. I told him it wasn't up to me and that it was up to nature. Good thing I wasn't pre-menstrual or I think I would have broken down in sainsburys.

Bless you dizzy there's so much going in isn't there? You're still grieving for your baby so dreams will be natural (but scary!) while you process things.
Glad you've had some insight into what's going on with the in laws. Enjoy the walk, catch you later.
I meant lines not pines! Stoopid smart phone!!!

Hi everyone,

I feel really terrible at the moment. Had a horrible dream that we had another MC, this time though I was able to see the baby as I passed the material. We were supposed to be doing the deed this morning as theoretically I might be ovulating today, but really not in the right place for it!

Visited the MIL last night and we were made aware of many things going on with his family that we hadn't been aware of before, we suddenly understand a lot more why things have been so stressful.

Will catch up with you all later today - got to walk dog, get ready for work and leave in a bit.

Morning all! Dreamt about bfp last night which turned out to be evap pines, oh dear! Temps still up but bfn. So who knows?

Aw sorry princess. Yes poas this am, bfn but not lost hope yet.