TTC after a Miscarriage - Wishing you all more baby dust than is physically possible to type!!

Take it easy wannabump2006. You have taken the first step to recovery. WELL DONE.
Good luck.

Just a quick message from me tonight.x
first of all,hope everyones ok,it is very quiet on here lately!?
well the news with me is that i went and tried to do another day of work today and ended up in tears by lunchtime and had to leave,took myself off to the doctor as haven't really been right(mentally0 for awhile...(not in a nutty,psycho way by the way,just really emotional and VERY up and down)...anyway she has put me on anti depressants and valliem....i guess i was crying out for some sort of help in a way!?and i am quite stubborn and thought i could get through this independently...but i really can't
Have been signed off from any work for atleast a month,and the anti D's have side affects so will have to take it easy for awhile,also have to leave ttc fro a couple of months,so no new years eve announcements coming from me this time round(way secretly hoping i would be preg by new year)
But i guess if the brains not fuctioning properly,how can i expect to be in the best possible health to carry a chld!?

So thats me!.....i'll still be posting though as i really think it does help to talk to you lot.x

Sorry CH, I know u don't want to talk pregnancy.

I was at the hospital today for an appointment in the recurrent m/c clinic. I saw a different Prof. He was really nice. He checked over my file and pointed out that in the last year I have had 5 m/c which indicates to him that I am very fertile. This is not good! Apparently most women have an open window of about 36hrs when they ovulate. This generally releases good eggs as they have been waiting for their release. As I have been getting pregnant so frequently and easily it suggests to him that my ovualting window is open longer. This could mean that my eggs are being released for a longer period and therefore not as strong as the norm. If this is the case it could mean that I will never have a baby of my own.
He advised me to start taking extra vitiamin c and e which I have. I will also have to start taking 2 progesterone tabs a day from day 18 to day 28 of my cycle. If I test positive after that I will have to have 2 pregnancy hormone jabs a week for the duration of the pregnancy. This all seems really high risk to me and is stressing me out.
DH is away and I have no-one I can talk to at home. I don't want to say anything to my family as they will just worry.

Is anyone there?

right well, i'm going home now. see you all tomorrow.

hey, maybe that would work for me. I cant think what its called where they give you something you think does stuff and it doesnt but you think it has?!? IYKWIM (LOL)

they started by giving me an empty gas and air cylinder and then had no time for pethidine as i was too far gone by then so he was born au natural

awww bless the midwife. I've said all along when I have kids I dont want the drugs if I can help it, but I know that (weakling here) if I dont I'll either break df's hand or make the mf leave from shouting at her!! maybe i should just use the drugs?!

Oh god you are joking i had trouble keeping him in that long btw im not implying that i am a 'big' girl iykwim they were planning to induce me due to choleastasis @ 37 wks but bub had other ideas and 56mins after my waters breaking and extreme obscenities to the poor m/w and staff baby zac was born at 00:35am

oh carly, thats sooo gorgeous to light the candles, I used to do that for all the pets I had but since getting the fish its too much of a fire hazard now.

Couldnt you have kept him in for another 24hrs aswel?

MUMS - my 2ds bday is the 28th june although his edd was 15th july, he tried to steal his big bro's birthdate which was the 27th (october) but i managed to hold him in for an extra 33 mins
CH nice to hear from you am thinking of you today i know everyone says it but its true it does get a little easier each time, you will never forget i dont six years after my first one, but each year (and admittidley sp? sounds a little corny) i light a candle just to remind me of all the precious ones i lost huge hugs to you xxxx

oh go on keep your legs crossed just for me!!

well you never know, anything could happen, don't fancy waiting that long though

29th June!!

I'm not gonna have a little diddle on my birthday then!!

due date at the moment is 9th June, but according to my last scan it could be changed to a few das after that, which doesn't surprise me as i know i ovulated later than the 14 days into the cycle. whens your birthday MW?

when is your due date didds? my birthday is in June so was wondering whether it would be close to me

OH Coathanger - you have far too much on your mind at the moment, think you need a day off from everything to just gather your thoughts and relax a little, you need a nice spa day, i bet you can't wait until you get that oen next year

oh didds, I'm so sorry to hear that, I've passed all my bad dates now (the first time around) but its still horrible to know that they'll be back.

I hope you feel ok, talk to me if you need to,

I'm off for lunch now tho, but I'll be back in an hour!

yes mums - i'm huge, jeans are maternity jeans, cannot fit in any old trousers at all, even my joggers dig in.

Rough week thsi week actually, it would ahve been my 2nd babies due date on Friday 11th, so although i'm thrilled to be pregnant i coudl be 39 wks by now

Glad to hear your feeling a little better carly, just dont stick to the drink well ok, have a few more.... lol.