hey ladies,
AF is due next week for me, but I'm having a rough time of things at the moment and am starting to feel a bit down about the lack of TTC luck so far (we started trying in Jan so it's not even that long, but still...)
Have a big work trip next week that is likely to be boozy, so I POAS this morning just to be sure, and it was BFN (v unlikely that it worked this month for us as DH has been away so much), even though I've had a couple of odd AFs, lots of fatigue and a few other pseudo-symptoms.
Just starting to worry that it will be more difficult than we ever imagined - I could cope with knowing that it might take 6-12 months to become pg but of course it might take even longer, or there might be a problem that we don't know about. And to round it all off, between the budget cuts and the new support our military is providing to the middle east, DH is now likely to be away about half the year in random trips between a couple of days and 5 weeks - which is tough generally but even harder when TTC.
And even worse than that I keep putting off making decisions just in case I might be pg in summer, or autumn, so I don't want to commit to stuff, but in reality I may not even be pg at all by then, much less far along.
Sorry for bringing self-indulgent misery to the list but it helps a lot to be able to discuss it with people going through the same thing! Apart from DH, I don't want to tell anyone we're TTC so you lovely ladies are my only hope...