Hola, apologies for lack of posting, have been knackered, feeling like shite or a combination of both so haven't had the energy by the time I get home from work and haven't had time during the day. I have lurked on my phone in the mornings on the train (in between nodding off of course!)
izzy lovely news on scan, lovely that you've told DC too x
Mouse well done on the decision to hold off ttc and to fill that time with fun, drinking and hot tubs! Sounds fabulous!
freezing, wiggle and YRMOTBfp Lovely to hear you've all been suffering too, I think battery has aswell (I know she has been bragging about her knockers!!! 
) I'm constantly bloody hungry and can only eat plain savoury stodgy stuff or salad / fruit, anything else makes me want to vom. I'm paranoid I'm going to become as big as a house as I haven't even been able to exercise much.
jolls loves you chuck x
knitter totally get what you mean about the regaining control thing. It makes perfect sense and isn't at all weird. It's great that the counselling is helping and that you are starting to get back on your feet again. I'm laughing alot at you getting so smashed you puked and slept on the bathroom floor! The last time I did that was about 3 years ago when I went out with an old school mate, I was staying at my Mum's, I got home, threw up and the toilet seat smashed down on the bridge of my nose leaving me with a big cut and massive bruise the following morning. I had no idea how I'd done it, until DH explained to me very disapprovingly the following morning
Scan day again tomorrow morning, yikes, so the fear will set in again just before I suspect.
Massive smackers to the rest of you lovely ladies, off for a snooze before the food shopping arrives