TTC after a miscarriage. Good Swimmers & Sticky Baby Dust a Must!!!!

You will want something oyu can seel on though. Keep that in mind.

I will try to cheep up. Trying to think positivly.

Me and kids went to see a friend this morning, then have sat and watched "The Magic Roundabout" this after noon. Nice chill out day!

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well we dont mind too much about it being very small, just want somewhere that gets us started. IYKWIM.

what did you and then kids do? you didnt sit watching cbeebies all day did you? LOL You need to cheer up CH. Firstly you may b pg secondly he wont hate you for it! He'll love you! Like he does now

They do shared ownership on some homes down here. Mainly very small 1 or 2 bed places. And in not very nice areas unfortunately

Just being mopey Got kids off school on half term and its peeing down so doing nothing really. Today I'yllll bemostly daydreaming!

sorry CH - Am trying to find a house . I've heard of this shared ownership thing and I'm trying to track some down by me!

what you been upto today>?

where you all gone?

Thanks mygirl.

Was going to say, before I got overcome with selfish emotion, that I hope you do get your BFP carly. When is AF due? I know you have probably said that already but I'm far too lazy to go back and find it!

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HC - He just wanted to make sure I think cos of the mc, it hit him as hard as it had hit me. Just as he was starting to get used to the fact he was gonna be a father (accident) we lost it. He didnt want the accident again so as not to have the mc again. I understood his reasoning and I dont mind at all. Now I'm sooooo happy he doesnt care where my pills are!

carly82-you need to do a 10iul test tomorrow or as you say wait a couple of days. Don't get dispondent just yet. ((xx))

Thanks everyone. I know you area ll right about me testingtoo soon and I know DH will come round to it. I am just feeling a bit wierd about it all - lets hope its hormones, eh?

Nah-I'm sure he wouldn't resent you Coathanger-after all, he chose to send the men in and without their protective armour! Far too early for testing-you need to start testing on Saturday hun. Good luck again and again and again. ((xx))

mumswish-you are good to let DF have control of your pills. If DH had suggested that I would have made him put a condom on maybe even stopped his jollies altogether-lol! ((xx))

xxx

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I'd like to think at the back of his mind he wasn't as sure as he is that he doesn't want another child, but I'm afraid he is. It so easy to blame me if I am PG, you see. I can't explain very well my situation without making my DH sound like a monster - he isn't, far, far from it. He is a very loving and caring husband and a doting father to our children. I adore him and I know he loves me, but I just know that he would never accept my desire to be a mother again. Haveing an "accident" I think is the only way I will ever be PG again. And thats a bad thing relly. There is always the risk he will resent me for the rest of his life....

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oh CH You are as deserving as anyone love, and to know that it may be your last chance doesnt make you less, it may even make you more. I'm not too sure you DH will be very strict, I think deep in his heart he wants another. Maybe hes scared of Mc's or maybe he just doenst want to be wrong. My DF wouldnt have any mishaps up until we discussed it. He had my pills by the side of his bed and made sure I took them, now wouldnt your DH do the same (only with condoms) if he was that sure of himself?

Not sure I can get through the next week. Due a visit from AF on 1st Novenber. I promised myself I wouldn't test til then but I have no will power!! I really want this to be a BFP. SOOO badly. I know we all want the same but this really is my last chance at it I'm sure. DH really isn't keen and although it takes 2 to tango, he isn't too pleased at the possibilty of me being PG. So, I think after the "mishaps" we've had this month, he is going to be a lot more strict about being careful.

Nobody is anymore deserving than anyone else on this or the other TTC thread, if anything I am the least deserved, but I NEED this baby!

Sorry, having a selfish moment...

we need one on this thread CH so I'm sure we'll get one to keep us going.

Mygirl - maybe you should put a bucket in front of them!

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I hope so MW. I really do think this is my last chance at getting number 4. If it doesn't happen this month, then I think I will be stopping TTCing for good

thats a cool illusion. I had something wierd going on with MN myself there.

CH - I read your post on the other thread. Dont worry about BFN I bet its just early!

Don't worry about crashing - its not a problem! COOO-ELL illusion! Wierd! Mind you I was waiting for something to make me jump whilst staring at it!!