We have been trying to conceive for nearly a year now. I can?t tell you how much it is praying on my mind ? the worry, the not knowing if something is wrong etc etc...But one of my closest friends has announced her pregnancy and it sounds awful but I just don?t want to see her anymore. If she rings up, I feel I have to ask her about how everything is going but I hate hearing about it. We see them all the time as well. I really don?t want to be unfriendly but I can see myself slithering out of meetings up with her and it?s only going to get worse as she starts getting a bump.
I don't really know what to do. I don't want to admit to her that I'm feeling like this...I am truly happy for her but I guess it's just envy that it has happened all so quickly for them and I'm so worried about myself.
Has anyone got like this before or is this irrational??