Just MC and ready to try again? Pack your cake, wine and tightie whities and join us for more ranting, weeping and most of all laughing! All welcome! (Part 12)

I have been chanting izzyeyore to myself. It is quite comforting. I get sick of trying to be positive sometimes. I say have a good wallow Izzy. When I was about 17 (and had nothing really to get depressed about!!) a friend and I used to dress all in black, pull shut all curtains, turn on suitably depressing music (Korn I think was the main choice) and just lay there for hours!!! I really feel like doing that again sometimes!
I feel like this TTC stuff is on loop in my head and I am thoroughly sick of it. I need to clear that space for other stuff and it is cluttering up valuable (and limited) space. Sorry random rant over!!!

Hi ladies, just checking back in to say hello. Today was a better day than yesterday so hopefully it'll keep improving. Our cremation date is the 2nd of march so I just need to stay calm until then.

The meeting was to discuss the impact my management role is having it was quite calm but I do feel that all the trauma this year hadn't been taken into consideration. The deputy is helping out with some of my workload so it's a much improved picture.

Right, that's the end of the mousebacon misery show! Now feck of bleeding and let me ttc again, 3rd times a charm, that's what they say eh?!

Hope you're ok izzy (((hugs)))

hee hee... there are ways to secure dhs performance... you just gotta work your inner sex goddess no time for travelling at the mo, boo! Am planning to pop to spain in June, to see some friends and family and already getting excited about a trip to the caribbean next year to see my god mum, hopefully with a rug rat in tow

not too bad, as neurotic as ever. still watching ff and hoping dh can perform when he needs to. You still travelling lots?

all good thanks cep too much to do but getting there on all fronts How are you chiccadee?

Just a quick hug for Izzy .....remember the oracle said we're all getting BFp's by March! and she knows her stuff

hiya mamap how are you doing?

quiet night tonight, i hope you're all ok.

eeyore you will get your BFP lovely, you will...

izzy you're right i remember her posting a week or so ago. I'm sorry your feeling a bit demotivated today. You will get there, i know you will. sending positive vibes (and pots of honey) your way.

Welcome ninunina I'm sorry for your loss

MIA = missing in action, ie we haven't heard from them for a while (although I thought BrownB had posted recently - am I imagining it?!)

. I'm having a moment of doubt here, can't see myself ever getting another bfp. I don't see why SMEP should make any difference - we've been putting in the effort now for seven cycles and getting nowhere.

Oh, by the way...what does MIA stand for?

"MIA
BrownB TTC#1 cycle 1 (post MC2) UCL 24-26"

Thanks for the link MummyAbroad. It's really the article I was looking for since it answered every question I had. I am still very early in the mc process, need to go back into hospital tomorrow to check my hcg levels to make sure they are going down. I will see what they say and will most likely wait for my first cycle before trying again.

Finally added my stats in

Tuesday's list -

Chloe55 TTC #2, cycle 5 post MC#2 UCLrandom CD33
BackOnceAgain TTC#3, Cycle 6 UCL28-32 CD25
Getawiggleon TTC#2, Cycle? UCL28-32 CD24
AandRmum TTC3 cycle 4 UCL29 CD 20
Velvetcu TTC #1 Cycle 6 UCL 30-33, CD19
ZamMummyInGabs TTC#3 cycle 2 postMC#2 UCL26-28, CD18
IzzyWizzyletsgetbusy TTC#3 cycle 7 UCL 24-30 CD17
Loola2shu TTC#3 Cycle 6 UCL35-38,CD16
Youremindmeofthebabe TTC#2, Cycle 6 UCL33 CD15
Kat2504 ttc#1 cycle 6 ucl28, CD11
Cep TTC#2 Cycle 2 UCL24-28 CD11
Ochaye TTC#3 cycle 1 UCL 31 CD9
MummyAbroad TTC #2, cycle 2 (Post AS Op)) UCL28 CD8

WTTC
Choccybick TTC#1 (post mc1) cycle 6 UCL 27
Barrenbrook TTC#1, MC#4 Oct 2010
Hadrian TTC#1, MC#1 Dec 2010, WTF cycle
Mousebacon TTC#2 MC#2
Collie TTC#1 MC#1 Dec 2010
Blackkat#1 MC#1 Jan 2011, UCL WTF
Ninunina WTTC#1 post MC1: Feb 11, WTF UCL 28-35 days

MIA
BrownB TTC#1 cycle 1 (post MC2) UCL 24-26

RECENT BFP's
Digitalgirl TTC#2, MC#3 Oct 2010
Emoo TTC#2, Cycle 1 (post MC1) UCL 26-30, 30/1/11
DachshundsRule TTC#1 cycle 5 UCL28 CD31 BFP 25 Jan 2011
Hairytriangle TTC#1 cycle 1 (post MC2) UCL ?28 BFP Jan 2011
Tigger15 TTC#2 cycle 22 UCL24-9 CD29 BFP 16 Jan 2011
Pinkfondantfancy TTC#1, cycle 5, UCL 28-35 CD29 BFP!!
Lemonsherbert BFP 18 Jan 2011
HongKongBaby#2, cycle 5 (post mc1), UCL 37, CD30 BFP 18 Jan 2011
MamaPower TTC#1, cycle 5 (post MC#2) UCL 25- 27 CD28
Wombat33 TTC#1 Cycle 3 (post MC) UCL 31
LadyBee TTC#2, cycle 5 (round 3) UCL27 CD27
PrettyQuichey TTC#1, (round 7) UCL 28-30
Lovebeingadaddysgirl TTC#? WTC cycle
GetDownYouWillFall TTC#2
KnitterNotTwitter TTC#2, MC#2, cycle 6 UCL 25-30 CD28 BFP 7/2/2011

RECENT GRADUATES

VivClicquot BFP 25 August
Loopymumsy BFP 29 August
CaribouMoo BFP 7 September
StarflowerGirl BFP 24 Sep
Appleblossoms BFP 9 Oct
Littlemiss72
Urbanlolly BFP 1 Nov
Inbetweener BFP 10 Nov
Owlbooty BFP
Nickstermum BFP

Hello ladies,

lili and collie glad you know what's going on AF wise now.

Chloe so pleased GP was great, fx that you she finds someone for you soon.

ninunina sorry to hear your sad news, you are in safe hands here, I've felt a lot less bonkers since I started posting here after my m/c.

Bit nervous as have final scan at EPU tomorrow to make sure all has gone. Not been bleeding for a bit (TMI- sorry) so FX all ok and we can start TTC again.

to everyone else

chloe that's great news, am so pleased for you, I know that counselling has helped a few on here and I'm sure you'll find it a very positive step forward

i did that chloe when i went back to have my sick note extended. i thought i'd last longer then that. So glad it went well, and that she treated it seriously. hopefully it won't be too long before a counsellor can see you.

Chloe glad your GP was sympathetic and you are going to get some counselling. Hope it helps you as much as its helping me.

Gp was lovely I told myself before I went in that I would hold it together, I cried before even words came out She is looking into a cousellor to refer me to so I just have to sit and wait now.

Hi ninunina very sorry for you loss. I found reading this helped me make the when to start decision, I was glad that I did wait in the end because it turned out I had retained tissues and an infection. Have you dont a HPT to check that all the pregnancy hormones have left your body yet?

Thanks for the advice ladies, I guess it shows I'm new to this whole thing, I just assumed it will all be back to normal as soon as I stop bleeding (slightly too ambitious perhaps)

TUESDAYS LIST

Chloe55 TTC #2, cycle 5 post MC#2 UCLrandom CD33
BackOnceAgain TTC#3, Cycle 6 UCL28-32 CD25
Getawiggleon TTC#2, Cycle? UCL28-32 CD24
AandRmum TTC3 cycle 4 UCL29 CD 20
Velvetcu TTC #1 Cycle 6 UCL 30-33, CD19
ZamMummyInGabs TTC#3 cycle 2 postMC#2 UCL26-28, CD18
IzzyWizzyletsgetbusy TTC#3 cycle 7 UCL 24-30 CD17
Loola2shu TTC#3 Cycle 6 UCL35-38,CD16
Youremindmeofthebabe TTC#2, Cycle 6 UCL33 CD15
Kat2504 ttc#1 cycle 6 ucl28, CD11
Cep TTC#2 Cycle 2 UCL24-28 CD11
Ochaye TTC#3 cycle 1 UCL 31 CD9
MummyAbroad TTC #2, cycle 2 (Post AS Op)) UCL28 CD8

WTTC
Choccybick TTC#1 (post mc1) cycle 6 UCL 27
Barrenbrook TTC#1, MC#4 Oct 2010
Hadrian TTC#1, MC#1 Dec 2010, WTF cycle
Mousebacon TTC#2 MC#2
Collie TTC#1 MC#1 Dec 2010
BlackKat
Ninunina WTTC#1 post MC1: Feb 11, WTF UCL 28-35 days

MIA
BrownB TTC#1 cycle 1 (post MC2) UCL 24-26

RECENT BFP's
Digitalgirl TTC#2, MC#3 Oct 2010
Emoo TTC#2, Cycle 1 (post MC1) UCL 26-30, 30/1/11
DachshundsRule TTC#1 cycle 5 UCL28 CD31 BFP 25 Jan 2011
Hairytriangle TTC#1 cycle 1 (post MC2) UCL ?28 BFP Jan 2011
Tigger15 TTC#2 cycle 22 UCL24-9 CD29 BFP 16 Jan 2011
Pinkfondantfancy TTC#1, cycle 5, UCL 28-35 CD29 BFP!!
Lemonsherbert BFP 18 Jan 2011
HongKongBaby#2, cycle 5 (post mc1), UCL 37, CD30 BFP 18 Jan 2011
MamaPower TTC#1, cycle 5 (post MC#2) UCL 25- 27 CD28
Wombat33 TTC#1 Cycle 3 (post MC) UCL 31
LadyBee TTC#2, cycle 5 (round 3) UCL27 CD27
PrettyQuichey TTC#1, (round 7) UCL 28-30
Lovebeingadaddysgirl TTC#? WTC cycle
GetDownYouWillFall TTC#2
KnitterNotTwitter TTC#2, MC#2, cycle 6 UCL 25-30 CD28 BFP 7/2/2011

RECENT GRADUATES

VivClicquot BFP 25 August
Loopymumsy BFP 29 August
CaribouMoo BFP 7 September
StarflowerGirl BFP 24 Sep
Appleblossoms BFP 9 Oct
Littlemiss72
Urbanlolly BFP 1 Nov
Inbetweener BFP 10 Nov
Owlbooty BFP
Nickstermum BFP

nix and owl can you add rough dates?

chloe good luck. Just let it all come out, you'll be fine, that's what they're there for.

welcome ninunina. SWorry for your loss. As chloe says its mainly for dating purposes, do whatever you feel is right. As she says though, it may be one or even 2 strange cycles before normality resumes.

ooops "am getting" should have been a new sentence sorry.

Checking in! Piss poor effort this last week or so, too much to do, so little time; house hunting, business buying, planning a move being bloody knackered etc etc [snore snore emotion]

Hope the SMEP crew are taking it seriously, be great to see some familiar faces on the other fred this month and reduce that ttc list (whooo it's looking short theses days) even further

Welcome Ninunina you are in very good hands. Sorry for your loss.