Feck off with your babydust - The hut of gl/doom, home of inadequate reproduction

Hi Piglet, I know what you mean about a miracle. I'm still amazed every day that we have a son naturally when 0% of DH's sperm are swimming. How??? Had to delay consultant appointment due to DH's business trip, so going on 27th instead. Really hoping it'll be possible to start ICSI this year. Does anyone have any knowledge of doing it with immotile sperm? It is still possible isn't it? In the meantime picking up puppy next week- yay!

I am the home of decking inadequate reproduction, the curse came today. It's a miracle dd was conceived. There's always next month, and the Minh after that and so on

i know i'm an idiot who should just back away from the laptop now!

hardandsleazy am glad your dp's tests were ok, do you have a date for your clotting test, sorry to hear it makes you feel that way. And quite frankly as long as you are not drinking too much I don't see how it is a problem, you ned to be able to relax or the whole stress of ttc becomes counter productive.

Hope everyone else is ok?
Am watching trev mcdonald waltzing about in the caribean and wishing i had his job

Bar and block them- ninja/piglet-bexamundo is right. There is solely from
Here I sort of know I feel like that about - spends all
Her time fucking moaning about her kids.
Hairy hope tests went ok. I am quite happy to sabotage the bus and also highjack any threads along lines of should I ttc if job hunting, getting marrie etc - it is not like catching a train

Dh tubes ok- specialist thinks they are talkin bollox re hum having issue given couldn't find anything else and amount of times i/ his ex has been pregnant

Head in sand time- still not done third blood clotting test as tbh I hate hospital and tests as never get any answers and just associate it with mc and
Hopelessness . Enjoying last two weeks drinking although part of me thinks it will be no good and just another thing to give up for no reason. Af next weekend (am not holding out this month).

Hello everyone else- watching Ross
Kemp rather than one born every minute. Its nicely therapeutic.

I'm struggling tonight. I've been so positive so far this month and tonight I just don't want to know about anyone who has babies or is pregnant. Fucking facebook and its happy fucking friends with their lovely little families can fuck right off! Sorry. But its doing my head in.

Awww hairy, I will have to have testing if i have a third mmc, Im on my 2nd.

Thanks Piglet it ended in a third mmc so I have at least been referred for testing.

I actually left Facebook for two months cos the pregnancy stuff got too much for me. Now I have some people hidden from news feed and some deleted all together. It's a self-preservation thing.
Am friends in fb with my friend and her Dh. She's just announced and he is white smug/proud 'with my pregnant wife' etc. She know ls we've been.trying for over a year! So I his him!
Managed to lure Dh into bed last night :) has been s while he's been stressed so his libido has plummeted. Am a much happier bunny today.

Her behaviour sometimes brings on my IBS so more like that than anything else me thinks.

I feel sick today, my AF not due till next week, think that it might be the pate i ate this morning, and dd 4 (ASD) stressing me out and being very demanding.

Thanks Ninja pulls up a chair and pours herself a gin and tonic. Sorry to hear about you too Ninja , it sucks just as you are coming to terms with things and trying to move on, another friend becomes preggers.

Big (((((()))))) to hairy I often think about you, last time I looked in the MC section you just recieved a BFP and was wandering how things were going for you.

Hi piglet, welcome to our hut. Pour yourself a gin and draw up a chair. I'm very sorry for your loss. That sucks massively. Know what you mean about fb, sometimes people need hidden I find.

hairy you poor thing, how are you doing today?

Why cant preggers FB friends keep their stupid baby stati to themselves, so insensitve, dont they know that there are people out there that cant get preggers, I dont want to hear every details of your baby bump, or morning sickness or see your scan photo

Oh dear i fell off the January bus (MC) and cannot fecking get on any bus again. hairy I was one of those people decided to have a baby one month 5 years ago, a few weeks later preggers with dd. I was so blaze, and sure it would happen again, alas no 3 years later and no dc2. This has made me appreciate what I have got and to make the most of dd, I tell her i love her all the time and try to enjoy every miniute that i have with her as i wont get another opportunity. Fecking people why cant they stop shagging and getting pg, especially those i know who have had "accidents", why cant i have an accident then!

Meltdown today. Passed two women today who were about seven months pregnant. Have had a horrible day bawling and sleeping :(

Well that sucks royally hairy. Get yourself a pint of gin.
At least someone is being proactive into looking at what's happening with your body. Hope it give you some answers and most importantly something they can help with. Keep us posted.
Tonight I have drowned my sorrows in bulmers.

Oh great. Third pregnancy announcement in two days :(

Drives me crazy with rage, for some reason Bex. When people think it's just a case of 'oh we'll have a shag now and nine months later we'll get a baby'.

I don't begrduge their naivity, it just winds me the fuck up and makes me want to scream 'don't you realise what some of us have been through'.

Jealousy I suppose :(

I'm finding the queue jumping very difficult - I staked (staked? stoke? ) my claim a while ago to next pregnancy and there are now four people who have jumped :(

Ah well, I am at least having bloods taken on monday for recurrent MC testing so some progress. could be worse.

Fecking bus riders! I refuse to hop on, would be too gut wrenching each time. Glad you had a good hols hairy.pooch I agree, if Dh gets sniffy I say 'can't be mad at her she had x mc's/been trying for longer then us'. E.g. have one friend whose first baby was born at 22 weeks and only lived a couple of hours :(, she us preggers now and about to POP, happy for her!. Anyone else has jumped the queue/it should be my turn first!

Hi there pooch. Been feeling less gloomy lately and have been on my Hols.

The fucking "January bus" has apparently "left" and they are all "climbing aboard". I don't know why but even the ! At the end of the thread gets on my wick.

Hairy - you're back, have been worrying about you but hoping that you've been lurking instead - something I'm prone to do... If one of my friends gets PG - am only happy if they've had a MC or problems conceiving - then in my mind they deserve their good fortune!! Am trying not to lurch from month to month, counting every day - trying to look longer term - hoping sometime 'next year' I'll have DC2 instead. Plus bought verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy nice bottle of Chard Sauv- reduced and have downed most of it tonight! Will return & buy some more - all part of my master plan to drink more booze & caffeine - being good for last 5 mths hasn't made a blind bit of difference TTC.

Wave to sleazy

Two friends announced pregnancies today :(. One has had two mc and is now 11 weeks ... Am really chuffed for both of them but it's more people getting what I want and me being left behind.

And I'm getting symptoms but it'd be a decking miracle.

Hi ladies.

I got a substitute baby in the form of a kitten a couple of months ago

Well I had my hsg today and the only word I can use is 'horrific' - enough said. Thankfully it was all clear and the very nice doctor there looked through my notes and said basically it just takes longer once you start getting older and that most people do eventually get pregnant. I'm hoping my tubes being flushed out might make this a lucky month...

Was on a mandatory update today oh joy. There was a girl who.was pregnant, not just pregnant but so elegantly neatly bump pregnant. I kept looking at her and thinking 'I'm so jealous of you'. Ttc is turning me into a crazy person!

and why not pooch, you have to look after yourself- sod the bank manager! and don't worry, I know normal sensible people don't get pets without consulting the other half, only me! I'm just a sucker for animals!
Don't hate yourself for feeling jealous of your friend, it's such a normal and acceptable reaction, and we all understand! Just try and block your ears when she says something stupid like how tired she is of being pregnant already