Just MC and ready to try again? Pack your cake wine and tightie whities and join us for more ranting weeping and most of all laughing! All welcome! (Part 9)

Pretty so pleased you got those drugs sorted out. I have everything crossed for this one sweetheart, you have been through so much.

Nicks I've been thinking about you and for me, when I got brown goo, it didn't stop. It just started, continued, cramping started up, then it moved to red. You are stop starting and I think that's got to be a good sign, but I'm just hoping that the scan shows good things. Also... re your typos. A 'stipple' sac? and the 'fetish'?

Izzy sorry AF couldn't stay away you gave it a really great shot, so annoying when it doesn't work out after all that effort.

Well, I'm not sure what's up with me - I'm soooooo tired. Went to bed twice today, feel a bit breathless, a bit achey but not really. My tooth is feeling a bit better but still a bit sore. Guess maybe it's just a case of lots of things all contributing feeling really run down. Anyone got 'feeling like shit' on the list of Is Definitely Pregnant at 5DPO Symptoms?
Nope?
thought not. Damn.
Better have some more chocolate then.

Oh by the way, can I just say that my DS chose for Santa's refreshment a Christmas biscuit (which we made together), and a glass of pink milk. I love that this is his idea of the Best Drink Ever

Wow pretty that's fab news - congrats!!!!! Fx the drugs will work and you have a boring eight months ahead

Big ((((hugs)))) to nix - brown goo is usually old blood and not necessarily a problem but I know everythings worrying especially after a mc. Hope you're coping ok and you get some reassurance tomorrow - will be thinking of you x

Will update the list as I'm back at the bottom again - AF arrived yesterday with the result that I got outrageously drunk slightly tipsy at a family party last night and am fighting a raging hangover bit of a headache today. Oh and ds just asked me if I'm too old to have children (I'm 34). Cycle 6. Arsecrackers.

MONDAY'S LIST

Nickstermum TTC#2 cycle 2 post MC UCL 30-40 BFP!!!
GetDownYouWillFall TTC#2 Cycle ?2 (post MC#1) UCL 27 - 44 CD27
Freezingmyarseoff TTC#2 cycle 6 UCL28 CD41
Orangetoenails TTC#1, cycle 1 (MC#2), UCL 35, CD39 BFP!!!
Tamashii TTC#2, Cycle 1 (post MC), UCL 33-35, CD 40
Choccybick TTC#1 (post mc1) cycle 5 UCL 27 CD31
DachshundsRule TTC#1 cycle 4 UCL28 CD29
Sunchild77 TTC#3 cycle 7, UCL 22-28, CD26
kat2504 TTC#1 cycle 3 UCL 30, CD25
Wombat33 TTC#1 Cycle 3 (post MC) UCL 31 CD24
LadyBee TTC#2, cycle 5 (round 3) UCL27 CD19
HidingInTheBackRow TTC1, cycle 2, UCL 26, CD16
Tunnocksteacake TTC #2, cycle 3, UCL30 CD15
youremindmeofthebabe TTC#2, Cycle 5 UCL33 CD14
knitterNotTwitter TTC#2, (round 3) cycle 5 UCL 25-30 CD14
Velvetcu TTC #1 Cycle 5 UCL 35, CD9
HongKongBaby#2, cycle 5 (post mc1), UCL 37, CD9
MamaPower TTC#1, cycle 5 (post MC#2) UCL 25- 27 CD9
Pinkfondantfancy TTC#1, cycle 5, UCL 28-35 CD7
Tigger15 TTC#2 cycle 22 UCL24-9 CD7
Loola2shu TTC#3 Cycle 4 UCL 40, CD7
AandRmum TTC3 cycle 2 UCL29 CD6
Hairytriangle TTC#1 cycle 1 (post MC2) UCL ?28 CD4
IzzyWizzyletsgetbusy TTC#3 cycle 6 UCL 24-30 CD2

WTTC

Sarahmia TTC#2, MC2
MummyAbroad TTC #2,(MMC#1 31 Mar, ERPC 7 Jul), Ashermans Op 16 Nov
Mousebacon TTC#2 MC#1 4th Oct WTF cycle BFP!!!
Barrenbrook TTC#1, MC#4 Oct 2010
Lemonsherbet TTC #1, ERPC 15 Oct 2010, WTF cycle
Batteryhen MC conf Oct 2010
Digitalgirl TTC#2, MC#3 Oct 2010
Nurse47 TTC#2, UCL28, WTF cycle ERPC 9 Nov
Emoo TTC#2, MC#1 18 Nov 2010, WTF cycle
Mamafoof TTC#2, MC#1 Nov 2010, WTF cycle

MIA
Jamface TTC#2 post MC#2), UCL 27
Shitforbrains
Sillyness TTC#1 post MC1 WTF cycle
Lottiecrump UCL 27/30
Cheepz TTC#2 (round 4) UCL30
BackOnceAgain TTC#3, MC 17th Aug
PrettyQuichey TTC#1, (round 7) UCL 28-30 BFP!!!!
Getawiggleon TTC#2, UCL26
RunForTheHills TTC#1, UCL28

RECENT GRADUATES
BUnderthebonnet BFP 20 June
Muser BFP 22 June
northerngoldilocks - BFP 12 July
Magic8ballhastheanswers BFP 14 July
Hopefully BFP 22 July
IvySedai BFP 1 August
PenguinsMummy BFP 15th August
VivClicquot BFP 25 August
Loopymumsy BFP 29 August
CaribouMoo BFP 7 September
StarflowerGirl BFP 24 Sep
Appleblossoms BFP 9 Oct
Littlemiss72
Urbanlolly BFP 1 Nov
Inbetweener BFP 10 Nov

Hiding have just checked.. Boobs still swollen, still veiny, nips still disgustingly large and the scary vein across tummy to uterus still there, haven't had much nausea tho but didn't with any!

Goo has not returned today, just clear or opaque so can just wait and see! Last time the fetish had not formed but the stipple sac was retained, and so were my symptoms til they disappeared at 10 weeks! Scary boobs hung around for a while so not sure how reassuring that is!! Can only wait, and pray (Altho not religious!)

Orange, it's terrifying! I have found happiness overwhelmed by apprehension and fear! Both last 2 pg were so carefree and I loved both, up until 2nd went wrong, feel like am walking on eggshells now!!

Pmsl at rugs!!!! :) am sure they would keep the bean nice and warm!

Sorry pretty I meant to say drugs! though I'm sure some rugs would also really help.... Ummm... Maybe...

Evening all cor what a lot of excitmrnt since my last visit!

The fact that your breasts are still sore is a good sign nix. my mc did start with brown spotting but my symptoms had started to go away for a few days before so that so I was already suspicious. I'm sure the epu will reassure you that a bit of spotting is pretty common during pregnancy and you will be fine

Big Congratulations pretty! sods law that it would happen at the most annoying time though . Fx that you got the right amount of rugs and it all goes smooth for you.

Well me and dp have been swi like porn star bunnies over Xmas so I am hoping I have ov'ed on time and will have a lovely Christmas bean we can announce on dp's birthday at the end of march. Just have to hope it gets good and implanted nice and quickly to beat my stupid short luteal phase. Hey, a girl can dream right...

Will see pink! Cross everything, don't trust my own instincts anymore! :)

Try not to think about it nix I've got a strong feeling you're going to be fine xxx

just crashing to say fab news to pretty xxx

Pretty thats fantastic :) glad you got sorted.

Brown goo has gone, still going to epu tomorrow (feel sick just at the thought) no blood - just bits of brown. Hoping its old implantation blood and that it comes and goes is a good sign, but will see.....!

can only hope x

Just spoke to lovely Doctor, I baffled him with my sciences and ishyooos.
As it was a trial he didn't have much of a clue about dosage and as it was a year ago neither did I. [eeek]

I've persuaded him to prescribe me 20mg of drucks which I can pick up in an hour!
Whoooop!
Hope it's enough.

Thanks again for advice, much appreciated xx

Sorry for half arsed catch up girls, on phone!! lady I was half tempted to watch it so that DH can start to get some exposure to the minging side of having babies but decided that watching it would be a bad bad idea for my mental stability over Christmas....

hairy good to have you back in the ttc mentalling. Big waves to everyone else, hope you're having a fab time!! My bad food brakes have definitely been taken off and I am such a nob that I am now wandering around with a permanent sugar rush headache :) xx

Also pretty there's some private clinics in London that 'believe' in NK cells, maybe they can help if youve got paperwork? Sorry, don't know where you live though-clearly not a helpful suggestion if you don't live anywhere near!!

pretty that is an amazing de-lurk!! Amazing news about BFP!!! exceptional ironic timing with bank holidays though.... Reckon you've done the right thing leaving messages, and agree with the other suggestion about gp or a&e? Although I know naff all about NK cells, hopefully if the levels usually go high by 6 weeks you've still got a bit of time if it takes a couple of days to get drugs?? Punch me if I'm being a nob tho, as I know naff all!!!

X posts again

PA just noticed x posts, congratulations!!! I hope you get what you need asap, strop if you have to!

I called the out of hours service first thing.
Waiting for them to call me back.

Awwww, thanks for all the advice, I'll keep on at them.
I may be a little unhinged if things dont go my way

I can't believe this is happening now.

Arses

Wow! Wow wow wow!

That's some de-lurk pretty - have also contacted your gp? Chances are your consultant will have been writing letters to your gp outlining your care under him/her so in the circs you might be able to get them prescribed as an emergency supply until consultant contacts you. OR can you go to a&e for an emergency referral? Do you have copies of letters /notes exposing treatment protocol?

Bloody hell love - I thought inwas in trouble needing to get a dentist appt today for ouchy tooth. I hope you get to talk to someone today.

nix how are you today? Hope that brown gunk has stopped. So sorry for all the stress and illness and abs etc I really hope that bean clings on.

PA congratulations! What a lovely Xmas present. Hope you get your drugs really soon. Even if your consultant isn't there surely the hospital must have someone available who can prescribe for you. Very pleased for you, hope this is your lucky one at long last!!

Thanks Lady DH was a bit taken aback to be woken so early
Hairy thanks and glad to see things are settling down for you

Nix I bled for a week before mc and it was never brown, always pink or red with increasing clots (I was waiting for erpc so already knew what it was) I got cramps too, which for some reason felt 'different' to pg ones. I really hope today goes quickly for you x

that's what I'm telling DH, start the diet next year. I'm also working on him coming swimming with me

I've spent the last couple of days swinging between happy/nervous/pleased/scared, which I suppose is natural after a mc. The chronic wind is taking my mind off that a bit but I keep thinking I should have more symptoms. Early days I suppose (hope)

Good morning Ladies.
Wowsers, so much has been a happenin'

Hope you all had lovely Christmas'

Nixster sorry your bod is not playing ball,timing with all the Bank Holidays is a frustrating PITA.
I know how you feel Sweets.

Congrats to Mouse and Orange Made up for you both.

Well, I've been crayzee this past month, throwing myself into noo job which has really kept me busy.
It's been ver stressful!
Wasn't quite on CD 60 odd. and meant to pop on to say hi and update myself.

I was supposed to start my cycle again on the 19th.
POAS on the 20th/21st/22nd (am and pm)
All negatory.
Stress??
Just as I was about to get acquainted with a bottle of Ameretto on Christmas day I had a niggle as I had one drink felt icky and fell asleep for 3hrs.
PO Another S about 7ish and nearly fell off the loo when another line appeared.

I'm shitting myself now!
Wasn't sure to even tell you until I got a scan and more importantly steroids but god knows when that will happen.
I feel helpless as I need drugs ASAP to stop my NKcells making me MC again.
It usually goes tits up around 6/7 weeks, I'm 5 weeks now.
They work, they worked last time, it was the Molar Pregnancy that made it go wrong.
We'd be very unlucky for that to happen again.
I really hope that 7 is my lucky number.
It's taken me a year to get here again, we were going to start TTC in the new year.

I've rang and left a message on the answer phone of the Secretary of the Consultant who did the trial, I'm hoping I can get steroids off my Doctor in the next few days otherwise I'm fooked.

Sorry to just rock up with a memememe post, I can't share this with anyone but close family yet and I feel so bloody helpless.

Just a quickie to hopefully reassure nix-my mc started with pink when I wiped, then red when I wiped, then a ton of red blood with little brown clots, so at no stage brown gunk. Also was only a couple of hours between having the feintest pink to red, and then only about another 8 until full on bleeding. Anyway I know only going to EPU will actually reassure you but hoped I might be able to provide a reason to have hope. Xx

Hope everyone else is doing ok, I have eaten so much my clothes don't fit already :( detox 4 jan for sure!!!

Oh so I am bow on cd three. I won't update stars as I cock it up every time!

Orange!!! Great news!

I'm back sort of ttc. Af arrived Xmas eve, so body seemingly back to normal. Cb monitor duly programmed, healthy diet and exercise starts jan 4th!!

Hola, merry christmas folks, hope everyone is all turkeyed out!

Not properly caught up, just wanted to say i have had brown goo today, discouloured yesterday and of course last week. Spoke to MW they will get me into epu on tuesday (so far away....) bank hol tomorrow!. Tends to come and go....will see.... alot of people say dont worry about brown, but i cant remember if thats how last mc started or not.... Oh well, will see i suppose. will know one way or another....! (still felt sick this morning, and still have sore boobs etc.... but we will see x

BTW - mw said GP should have referred me last week....TWAT!