Hey Quod, well I was feeling quite glum for a week or two this month, had a shit run of shifts which led to me being knackered, didn't sleep well which compounded the issue, nearly passed out at work, did a test which was BFN, spotted on friday which led to me crying, and woke with full blown lurgy on sunday, cried on the supervisor because I felt ill and then got AF this morning. So this month is quite an odd one, plus with it being the first proper month TTC I suppose I had a few hopes up for it working.
On other months I am sometimes hormonal, sometimes less so, I think there is always an element of it to me, have suffered with depression in the past and feel like sometimes it's just lurking waiting to get me, this is usually the week before my period. My OH is great though and looks after me and doesn't expect me to be any different if I am feeling hormonal, in fact I think he rationalises it too well at times.
I like the spanish version of wait and hope meaning the same thing, maybe we can be esperars next thread.
Will keep my fingers crossed you get your flight tomorrow.
I'm not sure I'm catching the September bus next month, we are still going to be trying, but I'm finding all the talking about EWCM, 2WW, symptom spotting, dates etc etc is driving me a bit mad and focussing my attention on one thing only, and I need to try and be as chilled as possible. I'm still going to post in here, as it's not the only topic of conversation in here IYKWIM.