Ah I have a feeling this is a thread that replicates many that have gone before, but what the hell, I was hoping to hop on a suitable bus but one hasn't come along so I thought I'd start another :-)
I'm 36 and have been TTC for about a year, our timing was initially fairly lousy and now that I think I've got that nailed the DH is working away during the week.....until August, by which time i'll be 37 (just) tickety tock, Oh the JOY! I've had one go at Clomid and am hoping to do another cycle of it next month (that'll be a lovely one if the timing's out - darling, meet me at that travellodge just off the M25 and prepare for action!) and maybe squeeze in another over Christmas.
I spend far to much time trying not to think about the fact that we haven't concieved yet. The doctors are pretty up beat and keep saying we'll get there but not really doing much more than just giving me the Clomid, I'm certainly not getting these scans I keep reading about and haven't a clue about the blood tests - other than that my day 2 was normal, my day 21 was low and the one for PCOS showed no signs of whatever it was they were looking for....
Plainly I worry that I'm geriatric, my eggs are not just dead, they weren't there to start with, the tadpoles all have two heads and one tail per squillion and that we're all doomed....... ;-)
So, anyone else care to share the madness?
I've just re-read that eeek - I'm honestly not a miserable cow, tis just the uncheery facts!!!