Emmy's weebles are taking over mermaid's greenhouse!

Louey just logged on for a lurk and just read your post I am so sad for you going through this praying that things will be ok for you will keep popping on tonight if you feel up to posting x

Louey just logged on for a lurk and just read your post I am so sad for you going through this praying that things will be ok for you will keep popping on tonight if you feel up to posting x

When I was pg with Cjay I had the biggest bleed out of all of my pregnancies, clots and lots of red blood, yet with the 2 I lost it was a lot less and mainly browny-red. I'm telling you this just to show you never can tell. I'm praying hard for you that this will all be ok xx

yep - but had cramps last time too. they felt a bit different though.

louey, I take it you are having cramps with the bleeding now?

bleeding again. I'm not hopeful - feels like the start of a period

Just came on for a quick lurk but had to post to Louey that you're having more worry. Squeezing your hand tightly.

Cupcake I forgot about Jude's christening! Glad it went well. Love to everyone else.

mermaid , I ditto that
Ajay is feeling a lot better thanks

louey I will be lingering around tonight if you want someone to natter too xxx

god I hate all this so much. why can't things just go normally just for a change. why can't we all live round the corner from each other and have a real barbie mobile so we could rescue each other.

louey thiking of you and your dh this evening lots and also hoping that tummy bugs in little tummys get better soon too.x

vjay hello lovely, hope ajay is feeling better too.x

thank goodness x posted.

good old epu. the rest of my post stands, rest, dvd and here is 2 x jcbs worth of sand xxxx

Much better calming advice from mermaid there

I'm glad the bleeding has stopped,but if it starts again and/or the cramps get worse just go to A&E, even for peace of mind. I'm squeezing your hand right now and I hope DS2 gets better soon.

louey oh god you poor woman.
I don't know if a&e would scan you this evening, maybe the best place is cosy at home.

Is there time to ring the surgery tonight to get the referal rolling for tomorrow?

Order pizza in for the boys tea, chuck their favourite dvd on.

Thinking of you.

DH came out and while we were deciding what to do EPU phoned back to say they would see me after all. Have appt at 12 tomorrow

Bleeding seems to have stopped but have strong cramps. Feel sick but I don't know how much of it is the likely immeninent tummy bug that I'm going to get from DS2.

Oh louey as soon as dh gets off the phone go to A&E, that's what I would do, else you're going to worry too much. How is the bleeding now?

just went to loo to find pants wet with red blood have phoned EPU to see if they can fit me in tomorrow for scan and they say I need new referral from gp or I could go to A&E. Got both boys at home this afternoon as childminder not working and to top it all DS2 is sick and has puked in car. DH working at home but on conference call and I can't disturb. Am shaking, don't know what to do

Thanks so much ladies. yesterday was just gorgeous, jude was so well behaved & im a v proud mummy. proper update and pics coming soon! x

Mmmmmorning, it is ffffreezing up here today, it was -2 when I got in the car, yes the car, to take Cjay to school this morning, it did warm up a bit by the time I got home, it was -1

cupcake hope it all went well today - I expect you're all shattered now!

mermaid me too - watching celebrity now and gillian mckeith isn't going to last very long I think...

cupcake been thinking of you all today.

ushes out cos watching cr*p on tele

waves to curly and 4ever* x

well I managed to catch up on half of page 1 before my gorgeous girl decided that she was being ignored She certainly got my attention later when driving back from my sisters which involved an emergency roadside nappy change, poo all the way up to her neck and a severe shortage of wipes. I have now developed a POO phobia and may never be able to change a nappy again

waves to lovely 4ever and happy Christening day to Jude x

barbie I think you are an amazing mum, I have had three bad nights and I am climbing the walls. We have an Angelcare too which is fantastic as otherwise I would be neurotically stalking my child at night . I don't think I'll be watching Eastenders. I worry enough

I'm still smiling at our bfps. I hope those with future bfps are doing okay too, I will catch up properly with you soon but big hugs in the meantime xxx

Just popped into say hope Cupcakes Jude had a wonderful christening day!

Waves to everyone else, been to Nans in worthing but will post properly in the week x x x x x

morning all :) well it feels like life is getting back to some normality as curlygirl had a good night. Unfortunately my dh has now caught her cold and being a big tough man who couldn't possibly blow his nose, was sniffling and snoring all night. I should be more sympathetic but I'm soooo tired!!

I am so excited that we have two new bfps I shall have to go back and catch up to figure out who might be Number 3, because good news happens in threes, right!

I'm sorry I haven't been around, I have been thinking of you all constantly xxx

Back later :)

Hello lovelies

I have a still poorly Ajay, I really think it's a mixture of a horrible cold and teething, we were up half the night and he's not slept much today, he's just had a bath and finally eaten something so I hope he'll crash out soon

mls it does touch a raw nerve, like you say because it is a mother's constant nightmare, I think I'll not watch it when it's on. How are your sunbeams today?

buddha helloooooo, good to see you , so sorry you had a mini meltdown, being tired just makes everything worse, but glad you feel better now

Wee Ajay is laying his head on my lap,gotta go xx