I see I need to add myself to the new list - is it a hint to leave?
Barren thanks for the info but I think it was someone else who asked.
I've been going through a rough few days so haven't felt much like posting.
I'm still trying to get an hsg booked but they keep on cancelling the clinics they say they've booked me in for. You can't have sex before it or for a few days after and at the moment they think it'll be either on Monday or Thursday or possibly next month. In addition, there are religious issues linked with the bleeding which may result from it that means if I don't manage to lose any chance on this cycle by medical means I'll lose them by religious ones. I've been trying to get hold of my rabbi for a week on this and he's been very hard to get hold of which has just made the whole thing more stressful.
Then when they said it might be next month (but they wouldn't know until it was too late to tell me for this month meaning I would miss 2 cycles) I told dh that this was the last test I was prepared to do because if they don't find anything with this then I don't think there's anything else they can do and the next stage is intervention. So I told him I wasn't prepared to go down any of IVF IUI routes because it's hard enough keeping my diabetes under control as it is let alone with another lot of mad hormones knocking around and I would consider adoption. At which point he said he'd never consider that and we'd just have to be satisfied with one child.
He then foolishly offered to take on things for me (ie healthwise which is impossible and I know from a previous argument he's not prepared to do any of the things I need to do diet wise to keep in control in sympathy- he misinterpreted a request to cut down on alcohol and caffeine and said his life would not be worth living if he had to do what I did for 2 1/2 weeks of each month). So I pointed out this morning that he couldn't even be bothered to chase our rabbi for an answer and left it all up to me. He said he didn't have time so after I made some rather caustic remarks he spent half the morning trying to sort that out.
I've done all my job interviews and have a recruitment consultant trying to claim credit for one I got entirely by myself because they sent my cv to the company without my authorisation. They also sent me for a position in another company telling me it was for one job when it was really for another and putting misleading and inaccurate information on my cv.
On the positive front I do appear to have found a nanny.
Anyway I just want to break down and disappear for a while so if you don't see me this will be why.
Hope you're all doing better than this.
Tigger15 TTC#2 cycle 15 UCL26-9 CD9
delilahbelle TTC#1 cycle 1 UCL28 CD30
hairytriangle TTC#1 MC April/May/June CD28
Loopymumsy TTC#4 cycle 1 UCL26-28 CD26
saffronbun TTC#1, cycle 1, UCL 28, CD21
barrenbrook TTC#1 cycle 2 (post MC#3) UCL 28 CD19
IvySedai TTC#2 Cycle 2 UCL 30ish CD19
Honeywitch TTC#1 Cycle WTF UCL 28, CD16
youremindmeofthebabe TTC#2, Cycle WTF, UCL??, CD?12ish?
batteryhen TTC#1 cycle 2 UCL 28 CD5
cheepz TTC#2 cycle 1 (round 4) UCL28 CD5
Freezingmyarseoff TTC#2 cycle 2 UCL28 CD4
VivClicquot TTC#1 cycle 9 UCL28 CD1
PrettyVacant1 TTC#1 Cycle 3 UCL26(?!) CD1
pippaandpolly
WTTC
LadyBee TTC#2, MC#2 conf July 21
KnitterNotTwitter TTC#2, MC#2 (post ectopic) conf July 22
RECENT GRADUATES
(the BIG grad's thread)
BUnderthebonnet BFP 20 June
Muser BFP 22 June
Jollster BFP 22 June
Moofold BFP 26 June
SarahMia BFP
Magic8ballhastheanswers BFP 14 July