(Deep breath)
OH admitted to hospital Thursday - because I made him go!!!- with pneumonia, taken a turn for worse, not sure if he will pull through.....
Can't cope......
Managed to cancel 1 mindee for Monday, can't get hold of other parents and really not able to do face-to-face at the moment without turning into a puffa fish 
. Feel really bad about cancelling but can't possibly look after LO when cant look after myself. Would it be wrong to send a family member round to tell them? Have arranged cover with another cm child knows and has been minded by before.
Christ I feel shite!
On top of all this DS is 6 this wk and might not get to see daddy......
Sorry all, but at least you cant here me crying , phonecalls tonight to friends have ended in floods.