I'm trying.
It's really unnerving tbh.
I keep reading this stuff going, I am actually going insane here? Why is no one taking this more seriously? My sources are not wild. I'm getting stuff off Reuters and various credible commentators. I feel a bit like I'm in a parallel dimension here, where I can see tomorrow and understand how everyone's lives is going to change massively again, whilst everyone else is oblivious.
I've been here before (this doesn't make me feel better about the actual situation). I know it's the beginning of a live story rather than something that's going to blow over and be forgotten next week or a conspiracy theory. Unfortunately.
I'm talking to people and they say their plans and I'm going in my head 'nope you won't be doing that at all' or simply 'this will not be a concern soon enough. There will not be a choice here'.
This afternoon a friend popped by saying he was in the process of getting a car. We casually mentioned electric v petrol cos of the oil crisis. "What oil crisis?" he says. "The one that's already started". If you knew his wife's job, you'd actually actually cry. It's beyond parody. I just don't think we are remotely prepared for what's coming either as individuals or as a country.
The government seem to be totally out to lunch with no one taking calls. That's scaring the bejezus out of me.
I am trying to stick firmly to the actual stuff happening and it's implications rather than the speculation stuff and completely spiral into what sounds like a couple nutter. Theres stuff I'm reading that gets really alarming really quickly and personally I'm not really ready to fully acknowledge them as likely outcomes. I am not fully down that particular rabbit hole just yet.
I am scared. I do not say this lightly. I think this could go over a cliff quickly and get bad fast.