To have expected more of DH post partum?

Your husband sounds selfish and immature. He hasn't settled down to the realities of parenthood yet but needs to pull his socks up. I can't believe he will do lunch for himself and not you, that is awful.

You need to have a frank conversation, you can't go on like this.

Good luck.

(It's your baby and his baby, or 'our' baby, not just 'baby'. Midwives and the like talk about 'Baby' because they can't be expected to remember all the names and details, but not parents.)

Some babies just need to be co-slept with. This isn't a co-sleeping bed sharing issue and making it into one seems to be blaming OP when it's her DH who needs to step up. Sleeping on an adult mattress can be fine as long as there are no blankets/duvets (I used to wear a onesie), the mattress is very firm and hair etc tied well up. It's far better than falling asleep on the sofa with them because you've not slept all night trying to settle them in their own space.

Get rid of the games console and the useless man. I had one like this and it was much easier being on my own.

FGS! Wake up and kick him out. You’d be better off on your own. What an idiot he is. He very clearly doesn’t care about you or the baby.

Actually, that's almost exactly what you said. A lot of this thread has been mind blowing in it's blind defence of this man and how upset HE must be but yours is one of the most simpering. You blamed the OH's appalling behaviour entirely on OP. She made him do it, he's just sad, poor lamb.

Refusing to let DH attend to the baby? Give me a break. He's too busy attending to himself.

This is one of the most egregious examples of being a terrible parent I've seen on here. You desperately need to reframe your thinking, he isn't 'helping' at night when he was parenting. He was doing the bare minimum, parenting the child he created.

It's insanity that he is somehow so poorly he can't parent his child, conveniently, but can play video games just fine.

You need to knock the bedsharing on the head ASAP, if you are going to be doing most of this on your own, you can't be expected to be attached to your baby 23hr of the day. That's not sustainable, nor is it safe to be sleeping on an adult mattress when she's there with you. Get a next to me cot if you must. In 2m you can safely sleep train if you want to and get her sleeping in her own cot, safely, so you can get proper sleep.

This isn't normal at all, in case that helps. When our baby was born DH did much more than me for the first couple of weeks while I was recovering from a brutal labour and birth. Then once we were home from hospital he did pretty much everything except for pump and breastfeed. He gave bottles, changed nappies, got up in the night, stayed up overnight after jabs so DS would sleep when he was unsettled from them, got up early before work so he could take DS for a couple hours so I could sleep, took him as soon as he got in the door at night. DS is now 6yrs and I can say hand on heart that we've been 50/50 since day one, with each of us picking up a little more or less depending on circumstances. DH knew how to settle DS and interpret his different cries. Now DH knows everything I do (favourite food, current favourite book, homework due, which pieces to practice from flute lessons, when the next kids party is, whether we've picked up a gift, when his next medical appointment is, who his best friend at school is, etc.). None of this is remarkable or out of the ordinary, it's just being a good parent.

Wow I’m shocked by your husband’s behaviour. I’m divorced but my then DH was fantastic with our DC when they were babies, couldn’t have asked for more. He got up in the night right from the beginning to change nappies and took his role very seriously and I always felt like we were in it together.
You must be so disappointed in your DH - seriously WTF is wrong with him?

IMO men often do not reveal their true selves until after children are born. I think you need to talk to him in a calm way about your expectations. It’s very hard in the early months especially if you’re bf but as soon as you can make sure you take clear chunks of time away from the home and just leave him to it. Things got better when I returned to work. But I’m not going to pretend I’ve found a solution. My DH is also autistic and he’s not the parent I thought he’d be. I do feel abandoned a lot of the time (kids now 8 and 5)

If this dude, who is a paraplegic, can find a way to hold his baby and help care for his children, then the dad here can.

he would eat lunch and go play video games. I would be starving! He wouldn’t offer food or even come see me so I could ask. I couldn’t exactly call to him as it would wake the baby.

I’ve tried asking if he can lie next to her on the bed while I shower or something but he says he wouldn’t be able to catch her if she rolled.

I would lie that he had helped in the night to explain why he was still in bed.

I'm sorry OP but why are you pandering to him so much? It sounds like you are falling into the role of martyr quite spectacularly!

The parenting experience is obviously not what he thought it would be, he may be genuinely struggling to adapt, but ignoring YOUR needs, while he fucks off doing his own things there is no excuse for.. if he can't engage with parenting, he needs to 100% support you in what you need, that means getting meals, taking up the slack in the household, whatever you need, he can't just opt out of everything, so stop letting him. Why couldn't you call him or text him to tell him what you need when baby was asleep?

You are ENABLING this behaviour by meekly accepting it as fact, and it will never get better on it's own, so stop accepting it, stop lying to your friends and family and start TELLING him what he needs to be doing (instead of asking).

The first 6 months are really hard IMO, you're doing amazing doing it all on your own, don't be afraid to give him both barrels, you'll grow to hate him otherwise.

Agree he is useless.
have your shower with baby safe in a seat/bouncer. If she cries for ten minutes she will still live. It’s ok to be carried around sometimes; it’s also ok for you to take care of yourself.

xxx

Bloody hell, your body is the one that's been through the mill! He's clearly reacting to the new normal where you have a tiny amount of free time and has gone too far the other way, I can't advise as my husband (also together ten years before having our child, also quiet peaceful relationship) really took on more than 50/50 in the early days and still does 50/50 now with a toddler. But you jeed to have a frank conversation with him, aches and pains aren't an excuse and you don't really get to take time off from.being parent even when sick tbh!

Re the gaming, I'm not a big gamer but there's one I like to play to chill out, and its the kind of game you would accidentally play for 4 hours witbout realising. I didn't play it at all when my baby was born as I didn't have time, and when I did get some time back inwas reluctant to pick it up again as its such a time drain. He needs to be more disciplined and not waste so much time sitting on his arse playing video games when he has a wife and daughter.

Men do not have PND, because they cannot get pregnant and give birth, being depressed because a baby has changed your life is not the same as PND.

Even if he is depressed that is no excuse to completely check out and neglect his wife and child when they need him the most. He should go to the GP and get some help.

It sounds to me like he liked the idea of having a baby, but now the reality is here and the novelty has worn off he’s completely checked out. My best friend’s husband was the same, very involved for a few weeks, then completely useless, her kids are 6 and 2 now and he’s still no better, they’re getting a divorce.

Doesn’t sound like you’ve spoken to him? Tell him how dare he make lunch and not offer you any. Firmly tell him he needs to step up!!

Good for you. I didn’t have the core strength to do much with the baby in the sling post the pregnancy and birth, my back would hurt. And I wasn’t getting the sleep to help recover. So baking for fun with baby in the sling was totally completely out. The op needs support not to be told she’s just not mumming well enough.

What does he say about his behaviour? You don't mention discussing it with him, but it must have come up at some point? Has he given a reason for seeming to have checked out? Does he recognise that he is not pulling his weight?

Something very similar happened to me and I realised that pre baby, the division of labour only seemed fair and there really wasn’t much to do. Also had a high needs baby and would wake to find DH ex now, thankfully, had left at 6am to play 7 hours of golf, return to expect me to chirpy and cheery and entertain him over dinner. It was the biggest shock I’ve ever experienced. Even now as we coparent, my career is second to his (we both work in the same profession) if there is a meeting, he will have to attend and I will send my apologies. Sorry, OP.

He sounds scared of the baby, sorry to say. All well being excited initially, but then not following through indicates he is scared. My ex was the same. Screaming baby and he'd say "I don't see what the problem is, look, just put him on your lap and he'll sleep!" but then totally lost interest after a few weeks, and now haven't seen him in decades.

This pain he is in, and that no one can find a cause for. I'm sorry again but I think he's lying.

I don't know what the answer is, but when this happened with me, we divorced.

That would irritate the hell out of me but dads get post partum depression too maybe he should go to the doctors ,if all is good and nothing is wrong put your foot down and demand some help .

If he has the ability to game then he has the ability to hold/help with your baby! These unidentified aches & pains all seem rather convenient.
What you're describing is not normal behaviour and if it doesn't change then resentment will set in (if it hasn't already), which will likely irreparably damage your relationship.
It almost sounds as though he thinks because he did "so much" in the early days that he's done his bit & he can just kick back and go back to how life was before parenthood. Unfortunately for him he needs to realise that he's signed up for the long haul! If he's not prepared to change then you need to re-evaluate your relationship.

Also. Criticising a mother for holding her baby is some utter bullshit. She's doing all this completely alone. Maybe she hasn't got the emotional capacity to also listen to her baby cry while she tries to "look after herself" provide for her own basic needs. I was holding everything together by a thread. I couldn't handle listening to my baby cry while my dosser husband ignored him. So I went without, becuase it's not as distressing having hairy pits as it is listening to your baby scream.

OP try putting baby in a baby bath in the bottom of the shower, or getting a bouncer that doesn't have electronics. Or just bring the highchair in with you. Leave the shower door open and put a towel down and angle the shower head away from the door. Mine kinda enjoyed watching me shower, I thing the water can act like white noise. But the sling is a lifesaver.
It'll get easier.

Mine became a little bit like this. Sleeping in while I got up early with the baby. It was so hard facing whole day when I’d been up at 5. After a couple of weeks of this I told him it wasn’t on. There was a lot of other mental load stuff and I had to just keep pointing it out every time. He’d huff and puff a bit then eventually sort it out.

Here is what helped me:
-I found a really good baby group where I would go and commiserate with mum friends. It was a talking and listening group. If you can find one like that, eg Mindful Mums or something that would be good.
-Booking in self care stuff and taking the baby along. Haircuts. Exercise classes for mums.
-Making him go to therapy about the birth, as he was extremely traumatised but it didn’t show itself for months and when it did it manifested as anger. He’s better now.
-Knowing that I matter and that I was GOING to shower every day and eat meals. It happened no matter what.
-Knowing that I had options and I was with him because I chose to be (and making him aware of this too.) When these men sulk in bed or hide in the toilet pretending to take a dump, what they are actually teaching us is that we can do it by ourselves and it’s actually easier to parent one baby rather than one baby and one enormous, overgrown toddler.

We’re mostly through it a couple of years on and he is present and involved. I am happy and well-rested. I harbour some resentment (which he is aware of) but the choice I have made is to stay knowing that I can leave anytime if that bullshit starts up again.

Oh, I also thought we were a very good team before having a baby. Looking back, he was always a deadweight, I was just very good at carrying everything. You already say "were quite even but I carry the mental load." Maybe he does more than nothing but does he actually do as much as you? Without being asked?

Something weird is going on for me.

The physical symptoms plus the change from being helpful (and good for 10 years) to this, is not normal.

It could be that he is just useless, or there could be something else going on. PND, mental health, etc. Or maybe the physical issues are real and part of a problem that hasn't been found medically yet?

Or.. and I suspect this is probably more likely, sadly, he was actually always a bit like this, but you could overlook it without the stress of a baby included?

I think all this "maybe he has depression " "maybe he has autism " maybe this maybe that. Many of us had PPD , did we refuse to hold our children? Plenty of us have autism, did we ignore our baby and game all night? Many of us had Csections that didn't heal, sepsis, 4th degree tears, major illnesses and injuries . Did we just stop doing anything for our families ? No. Did we fuck. So why do we let blokes get away with it while making up excuses FOR them.

He's a dosser. A shit husband and a shit dad. Tell him it's unacceptable and he needs to pull his socks up and stop being a pathetic dosser. Stop lying for him to make him look good. Because he'll be lying to make you look bad, I guarantee you.

I remember my family coming to see me and asking why my EX was in bed. I used to lie for him, call him a great dad, he's just depressed and struggling. No. He's an abusive dosser. He wanted the glory of people thinking he was a great dad. But when it came to actually doing the work he realised two things 1. Its fucking hard. 2. It's fucking thankless. There's no wooing crowds at 3am while you're walking a baby up and down the living room so your partner can sleep. So what's the point. Especially when all you have to do is let your wife lie about what a great dad you are or pretend to be ill and eveeyone woos over you anyway.

My ex became incapacitated by an umbilical hernia he'd had for over 10 years because he had a big round fat belly , he'd been to the doctors years ago and they'd said it's fine. If you lost weight it would go away. It had never given him an ounce of pain. Until I came home from the hospital after having a botched c section. I couldn't stand upright for months, I cried when I went to the toilet, bent down to pick something up, coughed or sneezed. I couldn't wear Normal underwear or any clothing that touched my scar at all for nearly 2 years. I had scans and stuff on it and they said it was becuase the nerve damage, alot of peoples nerves go dull, that's why they can't feel anything around the scar. Mine did the opposite, they got stuck in the "were being cut" phase so that's what I felt, all day every day until they finally healed. But I still carried my baby, still changed the nappies, still washed the bottles. Because he couldn't, his belly hurt too much. Couldn't pass me things off the floor, his belly hurt too much.

You thought he'd be a good dad. He thought he'd be a good dad. When push came to shove he didn't have it in him.