I hate what my Disability has done to my life.
I grieve for the life I used to l have, I feel so unhappy about the life I currently have because of all the ways my condition affects me and I feel so hopeless about the future.
Chronic conditions are so cruel because I know I can never be cured….. and the fact it’s a hidden disability just makes it even worse because people have no idea how my life and mental health is affected every day. It’s so isolating and exhausting.
I wish I had a punch bag as I am so full of anger and rage and frustration.
Is anyone else in the same boat? I need somebody to be angry with, and who wants to have a rant, scream and swear with me, because I’m so sick of hearing fucking platitudes from people all the time.