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AIBU to find it incredibly frustrating that there are basically no resources in the UK for people like me?

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Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 09:06

I’m genuinely starting to wonder whether I’m being unreasonable or whether this is just a massive blind spot in the UK.

I’m a woman, adult, functioning perfectly well in life for the most part, but I’m very cognitively able and have always been. I’ve been properly assessed and this a known entity (I was not born nor raised in the UK for context).

The issue is I’m finding that there are only pathways if you’re struggling but not if you’re just curious. I’m not only talking about the NHS, even privately I haven’t been able to find someone who hits the spot.

I’ve looked into:
ND assessments (very binary, very impairment-focused)
talk therapy - after years of it total waste of time and money.

People in the US suggested to find a neuropsychologist but they have eye-watering costs, mostly framed around brain injury or rehab

It’s either you’re ill or you’re fine, stop asking questions.

I’m not looking for validation, labels, or coping strategies.
I’m just trying to understand how my mind works, and it feels like that’s somehow illegitimate unless I’m suffering.

So… AIBU to find this incredibly annoying?

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Parentingconfusing · 04/02/2026 18:34

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 10:58

They do exist in the US, so why not here?

Thats also worth thinking about. Why do you think?

IsItSnowing · 04/02/2026 18:30

Uricon2 · 04/02/2026 18:07

Oh help, DH was assessed as having an IQ of 146 aged 7 (told and shown the documented proof by his lovely proud aunt, he'd have burned it)

He is a very bright man IMO but with gaps in his knowledge (like everyone) and vaguely embarrassed by having been formally assessed, it is a joke. It was a thing for a couple of decades, hopefully we will move beyond such arbitary and selective 'proofs' of intelligence, because they really don't mean doodily.

Shakespeare was not a good scholar by his own account, 'small Latin and less Greek'. He was still Shakespeare.

Shakespeare was extraordinary. Not because of his IQ (no idea whether that was high or not) but because of his achievements. He gave so much to society through his writing and has made a lasting impression.
Imagine, if he'd sat at home thinking about how special he was and never actually got round to doing anything.

Womaninhouse17 · 04/02/2026 18:29

It sounds to me that you are proud of how gifted/exceptionally able you are and can't find anybody to help you understand why. Why not put your very able brain to good use and do a degree/MA/doctorate in the subject when you can research, become an expert and write about it yourself? There's obviously a gap in the market.

IsItSnowing · 04/02/2026 18:26

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 16:14

I did engineering physics for a couple of years, but then moved to sociology and a separate degree in linguistics (which was fascinating). Then I moved to sociology.

I do want to go back to basic
sciences though.

So you lack focus.

Namechange152 · 04/02/2026 18:26

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 09:45

No, I actually don’t see it as deficit (and didn’t see it that way) until I started hanging out in the autism related Reddit subs and FB groups.

Many people were quite angry at me, because I said I had no impairment, was thriving, and saw my brain as a positive experience.

Up to that day I definitely thought there was a strong possibility I was what’s is called twice exceptional.

the other thing is that most of my social behaviours have a logical explanation rooted in my own personal preference / choices.

You have to have impairment to be diagnosed with autism or ADHD. It's part of the diagnostic criteria so without impairment you do not have autism or ADHD.
You said you have been assessed and found to be gifted. So this assessment has looked at how your brain works. Did you not get a report based on this assessment?
Why don't you simply do your own research around how gifted brains and synaesthesia work?
You can pay for a neurodevelopmental assessment which includes a cognitive assesment.

Catwalking · 04/02/2026 18:21

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 09:31

There’s simply no provision even privately.

it’s really an analysis of cognitive style and its effects in my life.

Especially the sensory side of things.

I can feel / see / hear (and even smell if I try hard enough) with certain triggers. It’s called hyperphantasia with synesthesic traits.

I’d love to understand how it all works inside , and explain my behaviours too.

try searching ‘google scholar’.
wish I’d not wasted the 6 minutes i’ve been on this thread.

MyThreeWords · 04/02/2026 18:21

What you seem to be after, @Maybeasd , is a service that isn't provided for the purposes of healthcare but is simply available for the curious. A bit like DNA testing for people who idly wonder about their percentage of Mongolian or Western European or African ancestry, etc.

Why is this different from (for example) wanting there to be more paintballing facilities or Armenian restaurants? Unless a service is required for health or some other social-justice-related purpose, it is provided (or not provided) on the capitalist basis of effective demand.

If enough people with the money to gratify their curiosity wanted the services that you also want, then they would be provided. If there is not enough demand to make servicing this type or recreational self-investigation a viable business, then why would you expect it to be provided?

Sofado · 04/02/2026 18:14

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 17:53

You wouldn’t know the universities as they were local
to me. For my masters though, my options were either a joint degree at Columbia/SciencePo / MIT / and LSE. I ended up going to LSE because my ex husband convinced me to stay.

Did a funding organisation pay the course fees for you, or did you take out a loan or self-fund?

Uricon2 · 04/02/2026 18:11

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 17:58

How is it relevant?? Not the point but alumina have won Oscars. Of both actually, now that I think about it

I went to a university where an alumni has won an Oscar (quite recently) and more than a couple of Nobel nominees, one an acknowledged important poet.

Doesn't make me any brighter.

Imdunfer · 04/02/2026 18:09

Plenty of psychology avaliable online if you look for it. Try PsyPost for starters.

Uricon2 · 04/02/2026 18:07

Oh help, DH was assessed as having an IQ of 146 aged 7 (told and shown the documented proof by his lovely proud aunt, he'd have burned it)

He is a very bright man IMO but with gaps in his knowledge (like everyone) and vaguely embarrassed by having been formally assessed, it is a joke. It was a thing for a couple of decades, hopefully we will move beyond such arbitary and selective 'proofs' of intelligence, because they really don't mean doodily.

Shakespeare was not a good scholar by his own account, 'small Latin and less Greek'. He was still Shakespeare.

NooNooHead · 04/02/2026 18:04

And when this intelligence is assessed, analysed and you get some ideas about how it works and how to maximise its potential power, what do you plan on doing?

Having great brain power is one thing. Making good use of it, quite another.

Imlyingandthatsthetruth · 04/02/2026 18:01

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 17:58

How is it relevant?? Not the point but alumina have won Oscars. Of both actually, now that I think about it

Its not relevant, but it is of interest. The fact that alumnni of these establishments have won Oscars, is, however, irrelevant.

MrsBennetsPoorNervesAreBack · 04/02/2026 17:59

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 17:53

You wouldn’t know the universities as they were local
to me. For my masters though, my options were either a joint degree at Columbia/SciencePo / MIT / and LSE. I ended up going to LSE because my ex husband convinced me to stay.

So do you think you met a perfect cross section of the population at MIT and LSE, where the vast majority of people were much less intelligent than you?

pinkdelight · 04/02/2026 17:59

That still makes zero sense, especially from an allegedly intelligent person:

i said that after asking on Reddit, and how they reacted and what they said, it seems that it was more likely that the giftedness was more likely to explain my experience than ASD.

You thought all your life your were on the spectrum but because of some Reddit people (who you no doubt simply irritated with your attitude) you decided it's not ASD but your 'giftedness' that explains it all. Why the heck would anyone base such a belief on the say of some Redditors? And the retreat into 'oh well, it must just be down to how super special I am' is just... well... not very intelligent at all.

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 17:58

Imlyingandthatsthetruth · 04/02/2026 17:56

Try us, we're quite clever, you know.

How is it relevant?? Not the point but alumina have won Oscars. Of both actually, now that I think about it

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Covermytracks · 04/02/2026 17:58

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 17:53

You wouldn’t know the universities as they were local
to me. For my masters though, my options were either a joint degree at Columbia/SciencePo / MIT / and LSE. I ended up going to LSE because my ex husband convinced me to stay.

LSE has a good reputation. Did you feel you were more gifted than the others on the course?

Imlyingandthatsthetruth · 04/02/2026 17:56

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 17:53

You wouldn’t know the universities as they were local
to me. For my masters though, my options were either a joint degree at Columbia/SciencePo / MIT / and LSE. I ended up going to LSE because my ex husband convinced me to stay.

Try us, we're quite clever, you know.

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 17:53

Covermytracks · 04/02/2026 17:47

Exactly, that’s common sense.
OP hasn’t answered the question about where she got her degrees. I wonder why?

You wouldn’t know the universities as they were local
to me. For my masters though, my options were either a joint degree at Columbia/SciencePo / MIT / and LSE. I ended up going to LSE because my ex husband convinced me to stay.

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MrsBennetsPoorNervesAreBack · 04/02/2026 17:51

Covermytracks · 04/02/2026 17:47

Exactly, that’s common sense.
OP hasn’t answered the question about where she got her degrees. I wonder why?

You'd think that someone who is supposedly "gifted" would perhaps be able to figure this out quite easily.

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 17:50

pinkdelight · 04/02/2026 17:47

On a previous post, you said you decided you were gifted after some people on reddit decided you weren't ASD. It's a big leap from that to this. No idea what your diagnosis is, but any adult who goes around describing themselves as gifted like this has definitely got something missing.

No, that’s not what I said.

I said that I’ve known for the past 34+ years (assessed) and later confirmed I life that I am gifted.

i said that after asking on Reddit, and how they reacted and what they said, it seems that it was more likely that the giftedness was more likely to explain my experience than ASD.

Up to like maybe 3-4 weeks ago I thought I was likely on the spectrum, but now Im not so sure.

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pinkdelight · 04/02/2026 17:47

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 17:18

Gifted adults. We’re roughly 1-5% of the overall population.

On a previous post, you said you decided you were gifted after some people on reddit decided you weren't ASD. It's a big leap from that to this. No idea what your diagnosis is, but any adult who goes around describing themselves as gifted like this has definitely got something missing.

Covermytracks · 04/02/2026 17:47

MrsBennetsPoorNervesAreBack · 04/02/2026 17:42

That's ridiculous. Most people with IQs in the top 5% of the population will meet far more than just "a few" others like them.

For example, those who end up going to top universities etc will likely be surrounded by people just like them. Many career paths will also bring people into contact with others just like them.

Exactly, that’s common sense.
OP hasn’t answered the question about where she got her degrees. I wonder why?

rafeal · 04/02/2026 17:47

I think the first world is suffering from an epidemic of navel gazing.

MrsBennetsPoorNervesAreBack · 04/02/2026 17:42

Maybeasd · 04/02/2026 17:34

Well it’s still statistically a minority that’s a fact. It’s higher than 95% of the population.

So yes you’ll meet a few during your life, but the vast majority of you bump into in life won’t be part of that group.

That's ridiculous. Most people with IQs in the top 5% of the population will meet far more than just "a few" others like them.

For example, those who end up going to top universities etc will likely be surrounded by people just like them. Many career paths will also bring people into contact with others just like them.