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Well, it forgot to mention we support his father,too!😅At least he doesn't live with us!!😁My family have got everything they need,they don't disturb us for financial support, and they always send us presents for our son,on celebrations.My father wants to leave me a 4 bedroom apartment and money,after he's gone,and it is a beautiful apartment.I'm just thinking,I don't need any more properties,because my husband will get everything,'cause I know he will live more than me!My father re-married after my mom died,and his wife said that he left a will,for me to have everything,and she wants me to have everything.She has her own properties there,she doesn't rely on my father or his wealth.I wanted to tell her,she can have everything,because she is taking care of my father,who has cancer,and she's been taking care of him for so many years! don't want a thing!I want him to enjoy as much as possible the time with her,if she made him happy! I sometimes envy the birds,up in the sky,(I know you would say now,that I need years of therapy!!!)and I think,they can go anywhere,they can do whatever they want...Have a nice day everyone and thank you again for your support!

I was talking to a colleague from work,she was saying ,do you have any bruises,anything to go to the police and prove what's happening to you?No,I don't have anymore!Last July I told him I've had enough with his mom living with us!She should go!I We were in the car,he was driving,and still could hit me in my right arm and pull me by the hair!Because his mum has to stay,she's cooking for him,of course-she has all the time in the world!!!Me-I'm tired all the time,night shifts for the past 12 years,and waking up at 6 in the morning to take our son to school after night shifts,
and so I can be daytime at home-dealing with everything in the household-have even struggled enough with the Council to give her a flat,that she got a month ago!And she's not happy,'cause the manager there checks on her every morning!!!To see if they're allright!!!She doesn't like to be seen as an old woman,though she's 69!!Now I waste all my days off, just to find her discounts for pensioners on water,electricity and whatever!I did it,everything I do,turns to be gold for them,but they don't appreciate,or appreciate just for a moment!And he says that he loves me and cannot live without me!Now,after hitting me!I was happy to go to work,and sorry for the late message-it's after night shift,but I feel better talking to you!Have a good night everyone and thank you again for your support!

That's what I said to him:What am I doing in your life?You need just your mom!!He is looking at me like I'm an alien, what do I mean by that???And don't raise your voice at his mom,(because I've had enough and I started raising my voice!),try to behave!We have some properties together,in our country,but I want everything for our son,I don't care about them anymore!You gave me lots of courage guys and thank you again for your messages!!!

Thank you ColdWeatherWarning! I want to be the person I used to know,again!I am full of life,I used to love life,I became a person that I hate ..I cannot go out because he's jealous,he wants me just doing things in the house,my friend lives just one bus stop from me and I don't dare go to her,because he would say I'm seeing smb else!I don't go to parties with him,because he says smb looked at me,or I looked at smb else!!!I don't care about smb else,I just cared about my family!But this is not a family anymore!This is just nightmare!I'll try look for advice and thank you again!

Oh,I'm still wondering,what is women's aid??

Thank you very much for your support everyone!I couldn't see your messages CherrieTomaties and GarlicSound,but I know you wish me all the best!My pub is closing in March,for refurbishment,for 3 weeks and he says I should take some time off,to stay at home.What???3 weeks at home with a mentally instable man?When he needs to pick up on me for nothing?Just because he is bored?Jesus Christ!!!I am not disturbing you anymore guys,you've got your own problems but I want to thank you everyone for being so supportive!I used to rely on myself only, dealing with everything because I didn't want to disturb anyone around me, and I knew I was strong enough to conquer the world!🙂It seems that this world is too much for me! 😇I don't know you guys,you don't know me,but I DO APPRECIATE every second of you time dedicated to my posts!I wish you all the best in the future,and you cannot get rid of me!I'll tell you how things worked out in the end....There should be an end somehow...

I just want to ask everyone,what is women's aid?Sorry for being stupid again!🙂

Yes,I live in the UK.And yes,I'm stupid!!Very stupid!I've been teaching all my life people what to do in certain circumstances,I am dealing with everything in the house,I am a good listener to everybody's problems at work,everybody's problems at home,encouraging everyone,but I've had enough!!!Everybody sees me as an angel, but even angels can fall...I am tired,and with your help guys,maybe I can go on with a better life🙂Thank you very much for your message!

Money isn't a problem,and I've got a friend at work that keeps telling me to take my son and go far away!But I'm just thinking,my son is used to his flat,to his habits,so I carry on with this horrible life.I know you are all right, I am just stupid!And I deserve everything that's happening to me!Because I don't have the courage to leave...

Thank you for your message CherriTomaties! And to all of you!He didn't use to hit me,till last year ,but recently he said that he feels like to pick on me!I think he cannot live without telling me what to do,why is that thing there?why do I use so much oil when cooking,why do I do whatever I'm doing,so I'm just terrorised!But,in the morning he sees me the most beautiful woman in the world without makeup!Isn't it frightening?I feel I'm living in a scarry movie,but I am real!His mom has 3 other boys and all of them don't want to know about her!My husband talks to her all the time,they cannot live without exchanging messages!And,of course,you would say I'm just stupid!🙂But,of course,you know by now -there is a son involved...He is 14 .So,I preferred to just be bullied and wait for my son to grow older,so I can leaveeeeeeee....

Thank you for your support!I'll see what I'm going to do,because this life is just horrible!