I am Probabky going to be told IABU, however it has hit me tonight how much less I am enjoying Xmas now that DC are older. I’m aware I’m probably feeling sorry for myself!
i have done everything for Xmas as usual food presents decorations etc all whilst working full time in a job which is full on and feel a bit sad and resentful
I had a massive fall out with DP last week as he doesn’t want me to invite my (D) brother to Xmas day (along with my parents) but I felt guilty as mum asked if he could come as he would have otherwise been alone, and I felt put on the spot and couldn’t say no.
DP refuses to stay at home for dinner and is now going to his mothers for day leaving me with my family and DC to cook for and somehow trying to explain to them why he isn’t there
DD 19 has gone out with her mates tonight which she is perfectly entitled to do.
DD 16 is on his Xbox in his room
DP and I have sat on the sofa watching TV all night
I can’t help feeling sad that my Christmases are going to be different from now on and I need to accept it.
any advice from others in a similar situation to adjust so I can be better prepared for next year?