Been with boyfriend for almost 10 years. He knows I want to get married but I'm still waiting on a proposal and I don't see any sign of it coming. Lived together for 5 years and have built an amazing life together. We laugh every day and are there for each other emotionally. Not a perfect relationship but we love each other deeply. Tonight our friends got engaged and my initial reaction was jealousy and sadness. Am I being unreasonable to feel this way? I'm super happy for them but I resent my boyfriend for making me wait and at this stage I feel it may never happen. Is marriage that important? I know plenty of people who are in loveless marriages, so why do I feel this way?