Please help. Tiktok has helped convince me something is not right (along with my husband!)
Bit of background: growing up I was never troublesome, upper set without really trying, small group of friends. Friends felt harder from sixth form onwards. Uni felt hard without the structure of school and I didn’t do as well as I could have. Been with DH since sixth form. Never been a tidy person.
In the last week I’ve missed two appointments despite having them in the calendar (one for the wrong time!). My house is permanently messy. Washing gets washed but never really put away. I can keep on top of the kids rooms but not my own and the kitchen is hit and miss.
I’m always tired. Feel stressed. I cried at work because I might have to leave my job, even though I love it, but the room can reach 30c+ in the summer and I can’t face that again.
PMS has been hitting especially hard the last few months leading to explosive arguments with DH even though we hardly ever fight otherwise.
I’m at the end of my tether with it all. Booked in at the drs to talk about perimenopause though DH keeps sending me these “You know you’re autistic when…” TikTok’s that hit a bit close to home. AIBU What is wrong with me?!