my childhood best friend, over 20 years of friendship. the only person I still speak to from school, we were thick as thieves, always just us 2 against the world.
I had my first child at 20, second at 24. She is very career focused, no partner and no children. My oldest is now 10 and youngest 6. She has NEVER met my youngest and only met my eldest a handful of times. She always want to see me without them, never ever suggests to even come round.
i can’t imagine just ending the friendship, she knows me better than anyone, but she has no interest in my children and they are my whole entire life. What do I do?