Approaching 3 months since it came out my OH of 16 years has been cheating on me for the past 5 years (it's on other threads so sorry for bleating on, I still haven't spoke to a soul about it other than on here).
We are supposed to be going on a long since booked family holiday (probably intended to the sort of family holiday once in a lifetime type of experience) soon, but I just can't bare the idea of trying to play happy families, not least knowing what she's done, but also because she's totally shut down any prospect of discussing what she's done which is really driving me up the wall. I'm trying to prepare myself, practically and emotionally to leave but really struggling with the idea, particularly what to say to, and do about our two DC's.
For now I've said I can't face going on holiday as a family and want the time and space to myself. OH getting all emotional about it, saying it will be me destroying the family etc and pleading with me to just go and at least put a front on.
AIBU to stick to my position and say I'm not going? Or should I try and man up for the sake of our two DC's?