To my mother
she called to say her ex partner had died. Starting going on about how great he was jow sad she was and what a good dad to me he was. I got so angry I slammed the phone down
he isn't my father but also I have memories of him making me do things of a sexual nature and I cried to her when I was young and she tried to spin it on me as a kid that I had asked him to touch him and so he let me.
now she is going and saying why would I be so rude to her. Surely she would know and remember ?
I can't even say anything as she she will just tell me iv lied or remembered wrong
now I fewl
horrible