Not really but I'm just fed up.
I have one child in mainstream school. Has a health issue, no diagnosis, support plan in place in school. Everything is fine. Model student , great relationship with school.
I have a child with multiple disabilities /issues in a SEND school , considered "complex" and I am just fed up with doing my best but it never being enough.
I'm fed up of worrying if he'll want to go on his transport every day , or if we all get a call to pick him up.
I'm fed up of checking the school app every day , and waiting in e afternoon if I'm going to get a call to say he's had a bad day.
I'm fed up of the endless paperwork, the endless meetings , the phone calls, re waiting lists the appointments.
I don't want to talk to a teacher or support worker or pediatrician or OT or SALT.
I just want to have a normal day where I don't have to share with strangers every intimate detail of my life.
I constantly feel scrutinised and judged and like nothing I do is enough.
Yet I no longer have a .career or any hope of working more than part time, my social life is limited , I do have friends I meet up with but nowhere near the freedom I'd have if I wasn't a carer.
I don't have a life outside of caring for my child, and in a way that's OK, I love him and would do anything for him and he's amazing..
But I think I'm going to scream if I have to fill in one more form or go to one more appointment or one more meeting or speak to one more professional
I'm a. Private person and I can't stand the constant intrusion.