Need a hand hold -Part 3

Thank you so much @Nottogetapenny that is so lovely. Thank you for being on this journey with me. This is my favourite chapter of my book so far xx

Thank you so much @Munchyseeds2 , I’m so excited I’m even putting make up on! I’ve forgot what goes where so if I look like Vicky pollard please forgive me. My mum and dad are on there way Eeekkkk.
Will definitely send photos.
This is how I’m showing my age because with the spoon dress , how would I sit down?🤣xx

Good morning @TealPoet , how are you this morning?Its me that needs to thank all of you, when I wrote my first post I never in a million years thought I’d get so much support and friends!
You’re definitely right about how things can change. When I was at rock bottom everybody was telling me especially my health team that the only way is up now because you’ve reached rock bottom and I used to think it would never get better and I’d feel like that forever, I was wrong .
18/11/2024 is when my life starts xx

Thank you so much @spoonfulofmustard , just waiting for the school to open at 8.25 then going to call them in an hour or so so it gives them time to read the email. I hope you have a lovely day xx

Hi @festivecoffee , thank you so much , I cannot wait now. I’m going to have a house key!
I hope you’ve had a good weekend xx

So am I @nornironlady , I think they have realised how much I need them and how badly ex treated me. But it’s a fresh start today so I’m holding no grudges , clean slate. But it does mean the world to me that they are going to be there.
Its definitely going to take a while to get it how I want it but I’m looking forward to getting stuff gradually and what these past 2 months have taught me is to never take anything for granted so I’m going to appreciate every little thing.
😂😂😂😂love that it took 7 years to get a lamp shade for your son xx

It is isn’t it @nornironlady and they are going to take me food shopping tomorrow once my fridge/freezer has been delivered. My dad’s going to build my bed today too. I won’t be buying lots of tat as I’m on a budget I’ll just get what I need and if I see something I really really like 😂. My mums taking me to get some hard back slippers Aswell as she’s worried about me falling down the stairs . So shopping day and new house day how exciting is that?xx

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣That’s so sweet. Are you going anywhere nice? I will send lots of pics don’t worry, you’ll be sick of hearing from me 🤣🤣xx

I want you to come with me too! My dad’s gone into the butchers from 3am-8am this morning so he can get stuff sorted and then come and help me move in bless him . My mum wants to take me to b&m to get all my cleaning bits and some homeware stuff , I havnt been shopping in months and I havnt been home shopping in years! Xx

Hi @Giraffe888 , thank you so so much.
6 more hours to go , I’m on countdown lol 😂
My mum and dad are picking me up about 10am I think and taking me to b&m and the range. I’m soooo excited . Thank you so much for being excited for me that’s so lovely. Just want to cuddle you all and jump up and down xx

Good morning lovely, happy Monday. This is going to be the best Monday ever! It’s really happening I can’t believe it . Tonight when I’m speaking to you all it will be from my new home! I don’t know what to do with myself this morning 😂xx

P.S I’ve got my outfit sorted for book launch night .
May I introduce you all to the spoon dress…..

Good morning Spoonies 🥄
Its Coronation Day!
Are we all ready for it?
Sorry I didn’t reply last night I fell asleep at 7pm! I’ve never fallen asleep at that time and I even missed I’m a celeb. Was it any good?
I’m in tears reading all your lovely comments from last night , thank you, thank you , thank you . You’re all so very special to me and I mean that from the very bottom of my heart .
I have attached this photo because this was where I was at 4/5 weeks ago. This is from the home treatment team who added it to my health record and reading it makes me think that I’ve come so far since then, I remember putting posts up when I was in the taxi just after I’d been made homeless , breaking down multiple times a day and not thinking how I could possibly go on , hanging on to you all on here for encouragement and support. You guys advising me that going to the crisis house would do me good , and it did help massively. Being with me every minute on the day I was made homeless and reading your messages after the police found me and brought me here . Your kindness and help special mention to @tealpoet for booking me in here for 3 nights whilst I was trying to sort out accommodation. Your support and advice the week of that with emailing the MP and speaking to the council . Special thanks to everyone who helped me and to @Apolloneuro for the email draft which helped me immensely. Being excited for me when I got told I could stay here and then finding out I’d got a home , being excited for me when I went to view my home and everything else in between. I’m in happy tears writing this because I’m so very grateful to you all and I’m so honoured to have met such an amazing bunch of women.
5/6 weeks ago I was absolutely at rock bottom , I couldn’t see a way out, the pain psychically hurt to the point I had to curl up into a ball to try and stop it . And now , today I get to start a new life , I get to live again and I get to be a new me and my children can have a happy mum again and that’s all because of you on here that helped lift me back up when I couldn’t stand , wiped my tears away and helped me find strength I never knew I had .
You’re all amazing and you all hold a special place in my heart .
I’ve just spent my last night at the Ritz , I never wanna see a cup a soup or pot noodle ever again nor have to wash my knickers in a sink. I’m going to stay clear of hotels for a while , whilst I’m very thankful I could stay here I’m ready for my new adventure now.
Let’s do this ….. love you all xx