I have 3 kids from previous relationship, husband has 2 (who don't live with us). We decided we don't want to have more kids, but now I am pregnant I am not sure I want to go through with termination (the last one left me feeling traumatised and guilty). My options at the moment:
1- terminate the pregnancy and resent my husband for it (especially since it's a twin pregnancy)
2- continue with the pregnancy and my husband will resent me for it, or worse leave me and I end up a single mum to 5 kids
So currently, the way I see it, both my options suck for one of us (obviously as a woman I am in more of a disadvantage). Any one was in a similar situation and their marriage survived either decision?