Need a hand hold part 2

Oh sorry should have added this on to other post, but yes I have rang my mum today and had a talk with her and spoke to my dad for a-bit too. I told them I’m upset with them for not supporting me or being there and they said they wanted to be but didn’t know how and my dad said he has been giving me lectures because I was so down and nothing else was working . I told them I was upset that they had been speaking to ex and they told me that they have both had to block ex AND his mum as they kept ringing and messaging them giving them grief and saying awful things about me.
I told them about ex breaking my ribs the time I was in hospital , they was upset about that but they said that other members of the family raised suspicions at the time but they was upset that I hadn’t told them .My dad said I shouldn’t have lied to them about it but I told him that I wasn’t ready to tell anybody at the time it’s taking me years to speak those words aloud and it was my mental health team who brought it up by saying they are aware something is going on and it was that day I broke down to them and told them everything xx

Hi @Apolloneuro , How’s your Tuesday going? (aka nothing pointless day). Good I hope .
Thank you for the good luck , I’m feeling nervous tbh. And thank you for your lovely comments , they really do make me feel warm inside , it’s a really nice feeling.
My ex is already bald and I’m not sure if his dick has fallen off as I haven’t seen it for 5 years . He put a ban on it after something I had done 5 years ago because he was upset with me and decided he preferred it with other people rather than me , but if it hasn’t fallen off I hope it does too xx

Hi @Ruralretreating , I’m so sorry for the late reply I wasn’t being ignorant but the internet stops working now and again in the hotel last 2 days but I’m just in ambulance now on way to my appointment. Thought I’d have a nice listen to music with my headphones on as daughter fetched them for me last week (ex hadn’t burnt these) and I’m trying to listen to Taylor Swift playlist but ambulance driver keeps talking to me about the most random stuff , he’s telling me how healthy onions are right now 🤣
Anyway how are you today?
Awww thank you so much for your lovely comments I’m so very grateful for every kind supportive word said to me . It makes a huge change from before .
So I’ve received confirmation today that the house will definitely be ready on Monday and I’m going to sign and get the keys at 11.50, oh it’s happening and it’s real I’ve just punched myself . Eeekkkk
And I hope you did dance and turn around 😂xx

You too @Munchyseeds2 , got hospital appointment tomorrow seeing the neurologist.
Sweet dreams and big hug coming your way xx

That’s so lovely and heart felt , thank you so much. You know I’m starting to think that him kicking me out was the best thing he could have done for me. Don’t get me wrong it’s been absolute hell at times and I’ve broken down more times than I’d like to admit but now I get a chance to be me again and be happy and for my children to have a happy mum xx

It is fitting isn’t it @TealPoet 😂😂😂😂. Maybe my phone was playing the word association game?
Yeah my daughter also has a thing with light switches and checking windows are closed. She’s had a rough 2 years bless her , I was in hospital last year for 7 weeks with my depression, whilst I was there her grandad passed away, then I got cancer , then her great grandma passed away , all the stuff with me and my ex and then me being made homeless . She’s gone through a lot bless her xx

Hi @itsmylife7 , thank you so much for your lovely post . It’s funny because I’ve never felt strong, when I first got diagnosed my ex’s first words were ‘your not going to be strong enough to fight this your too weak’ but now I do feel like I’ve got little bits of strength in me xx

Sorry @RaspberryBeretxx I was worrying I had offended you with the running elephant but I honestly don’t know how it appeared on there . Maybe because I typed running my phone thought ‘I know let’s associate that by adding a running elephant in pink converse ???😂😂😂
Oh having the trolley stacked is quite annoying as it takes you longer to get round as you have to stop at every aisle for a trolley check .
Glad you’ve had a nice day , it’s always nice to sit in peace . I’ve just been reading take a break magazine , I love it because you can read some of the stories and think ‘my life isn’t so bad after all’ . Just been reading a good story of where a woman was working at a beauty school and she gave one of her students one of her kidneys (she didn’t just pluck it out and hand it to her it was all done surgically and above board ) and they ended up falling in love and getting married . Now I’m sat here thinking what happens if they get divorced would she have to give her the kidney back? My thought process works in peculiar ways xx

Hi @Apolloneuro , how are you today?
Yeah about the running elephant I’ve no idea how it got there ??When I posted it and looked and saw the running elephant I had to look again incase my eyes were deceiving me . Baffled 😮
Glad you’ve had a nice day , I bet you love having your baby granddaughter and the little one and I bet it’s a huge help that you do that . I hope you got lots of kisses and cuddles xx