Or be attractive to a man ever again. The concept is so alien to me.
Mid 40s, fat, tired, single parent and I have no life outside of work and looking after DC. Weekends consist of playdates as I work full time, housework and change overs with ex. My life is extremely limited, self esteem is in tatters, my physical and mental health is low. I look back at my marriage and my ExH was only interested when I dressed up, full hair and make up. He gawped at women all the time. I've felt mostly unattractive my whole lifek and except for the decade I was married, I've always been unattractive and unloved.
I'm not looking for another love of my life but wonder if I will ever have a date, a shag or a relationship ever again.