Just how I feel. I feel very pushed out and that my personality e.g. loudness and hyperness is not good enough. That my kids aren’t mine etc. it’s a long story and I don’t mean any hate but I’m feeling very picked on at the minute and it’s turning me into an angry person. I love my hubby and in laws but I feel something bad is gonna happen and I’ll lose everything. As much as I love my own family they don’t get me and can be worse. Hubby has his family whereas it feels I don’t really have anyone fighting my corner. I can’t really come to my hubby about this so I feel I’ll need my emotional needs met elsewhere. This past couple of months has exacerbated my feeling of not really belonging and there no place for me. Sometimes I feel I just want a do over. Anyone else felt like this? Does it get better?