So i thibk stupidly i have managed to fall for an idiot yet again. Ive been staying with him (only me no kids) with my 2 dogs and his cat... Not bewn a problem together although will admit puppy has struggled and has had a few accidents (hes a dog not his fault i think its just a new place), frustrating i get it but hardly the end of the world. He was one who suggested them up here!
So long story short i get back from work this evening (was offered little bits when im here by someone local), made a lovely tea and he fed pets. Dogs 1 side of stairgate cat the other, works great except he left gate open and dog ate the cats food. Well he went mad banging things, shouting the lot. I was so angry i said i would just take dogs home tommorow and started getting bits together. Well he went mad basically threatening to throw me out, id ended our relationship... i was mental, crazy. Its in the middle of no where the nearest station is 4 hours walk along Country roads so obv cant walk tonight, poss can in morning but its dangerous roads or have to hope he will take me.
Hes allowed me to stay and ive shut myself in a bedroom but i just feel so stupid. He's told me i ended things, it's all my fault I've fucked up everything etc. How the hell did i not see these red flags or am i in wrong. I got angry for him yelling at the dog but i dont really think it was dogs fault he forgot to shut a gate. Literally all this is over. Everything seems to be twisted to my fault the slightest thing becomes something I've done. I left a really abusive relationship a couple of years ago and this guy seemed so nice and genuine so I just keep thinking is it me? Am i in the wrong? Or seeing flags where there aren't any?
I know in my heart maybe i need tl just walk away if this is what hes like but i keep second guessing myself