I had a tough pregnancy but am beyond grateful for my lovely son.
I put off even thinking about trying for a second as honestly I felt too scared and just was in denial about it. My husband tried to discuss it but honestly I just shut him down.
I have suddenly realised I’m an idiot and I feel devastated we didn’t even try. I see siblings everywhere and school drop off makes my heart sad seeing so many people with newborns and toddlers. It could have been me?
now we’re too old and I missed my chance. Please has anyone felt like this and what advice do you have to just move forward