I'm not sure what I'm hoping to hear from this but hoping maybe I'm not alone.
I used to have lots of emotion, I'd look forward to things, go out on a sunny day with excitement, cry at a sad movie. Since I've had children my emotions have completely levelled out. I feel love for my children and I'm proud of their achievements but I just feel flat all the time. I struggle making decisions mainly because I'm not bothered either way. I just feel I've lost the old me. Is this normal? Am I just getting older?
My husband isn't an overly out there person so it would always be one sided, I guess that doesn't help. We're also working full time looking after young kids and renovating a house with little support (we'll he does from MIL but not me, that's a whole other story!)
AIBU and should just accept this is what happens in life or has anyone been there and things get better?