In December after never affording an abroad holiday with family, I sat down with my husband and we booked a very reasonable eurocamp style holiday for this year.
We got a little money at Christmas which covered a third of the accommodation and worked out that if my DH worked some Saturdays we’d be able to do it.
We booked it and since then, I feel like it’s pretty much broken us.
DH has been working 6 day weeks most weeks in a very tough and physically demanding job.
Every time we talk about the holiday it’s my fault for booking it.
We go next month and at this point I actually really don’t want to go, we can’t get our money back it’s paid for now, but we also wouldn’t have to worry about spending money.
My husband said that he can’t say no to me so that’s why we’re going (he says no all the time) he also said it’s our different upbringings that mean I want a holiday abroad but he doesn’t care for it.
I do every ounce of planning in our relationship and I don’t think I’d go abroad again if I didn’t plan it.
I feel angry at him for giving it the ok all those months ago and now blaming me for it. He said it’s breaking him working 6 days a week, which I have empathy and understanding for. I’m PT at the moment. Unable to work more due to nursery fees.
The thought of never going on holiday again makes me depressed, am I just an entitled cow?