My husband died suddenly in August 08. We had two children, a DS of 3 and a baby girl who was 12 weeks old when he died.
DH was considerably older then me(38 years) and we always knew there was a chance that he was likely to die before me. We'd spoken often about it, and he always told me that he never wanted me to be on my own for long after he'd gone. He said that i was still young and had to live my life for the children and myself.
A little while ago, i started seeing a man that i've known for almost twenty years. He is a good man and him and my DH got on well. After a short while, i unexpectedly became pregnant by him and we are expecting our child in January.
Sometimes it does feel like it's all too much too soon, and when we decided to keep the baby i had many many sleepless nights about telling my friends and family that i was firstly seeing someone, and secondly, pregnant by him.
I sometimes feel like i have betrayed DH somehow, but i know the kind of man he was, and i know he would have been happy for me.
I needen't have worried about peoples reactions, my friends amd family have been wonderful... they know how bloody hard it was the first few months after DH's death, and are pleased that i'm smiling again.
DH's family have been somewhat less impressed... i think they think that it's too soon - in a way i agree with them, but it doesn't mean that i love DH any less. He gave me many wonderful years, and three beautiful children. He is always is my heart and i will never stop loving him - how could i?
DP knows this, and has no issue with it whatsoever... he knows that DH was a part of my life for a long time and DH will always be my childrens daddy, and that's not a place DP wants to take over.
So, in a very roundabout way, i don't think 'too soon' comes into it. You never know what it's like for a person to go through it until you go through it yourself. It's easy to judge from the outside, but a whole different thing living it.