I didn't know where to post this, not sure if it is really a health topic!!
I have always been a worrier for as long as I can remember. But since I fell PG with DD my anxiousness seemed to get worse and worse. Then once I had had DD it seemed to hit an all time high.
Like today for example, DH has taken DD to see his parents. It is a short drive away, but along a short stretch of motorway and I am convinced that there will be an accident, I am sat here nearly in tears about this. I know it is stupid. Every time DD is without me I am convinced that she will come to harm (I think it's the not knowing)
The rational side of me knows that something can happen with or without me being with her. The rational side of me also knows that it is most likely that DD will come to no harm when with me or anyone else.
I have had mild OCD tendencies for as long as I can remember now, I had them under control, or so I thought. Since DD was born they have just spiraled out of control. No one knows about this, I have never told my parents or DH. I cannot tell them.
On top of this I am having trouble with my mum at the minute and it is getting to a point where I don't want to live round here any more to get away from her it is very sad because usually mum and I get on wonderful and have a really good relationship.
I feel like I need to talk to someone, but I cant bring myself to do it. My GP is about as much use a choc tea pot. I dare not go to my HV as I'm scared they will take DD away from me. I cant talk to DH I have tried but I just cant do it.
I have got so adept at hiding this from other people and myself that I sometimes think it is all in my head, but then something happens and it all flares up again.
I don't know what to do.
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I'm feeling very anxious most of the time, it's really getting me down.
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DustyTV · 03/08/2008 10:21
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smallwhitecat ·
03/08/2008 12:53
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