I'm feeling very stressed at the moment. I don't know what the heck to do.
I'm a strict vegan, and passionate about animal rights.
I'm self-employed, with a background in the arts, and usually work from home. However, I lost a lot of work due to the pandemic; and have been doing other bits and pieces of casual work on top, to make ends meet. Last year I worked on a fruit farm for a couple of months, picking strawberries and other things. I have to say I loved it - being outdoors, working hard etc. So I decided to do it again this year. Unfortunately it's not going nearly so well. I discovered the full-time year round workers are basically all fascists! Well, that's an exaggeration, but all much more to the right than me, with terrible attitudes to immigration etc. Then about two weeks ago the farmer used a very racist word, which I won't repeat. I politely explained the word is very offensive, and to be fair he apologized.
But the final straw came yesterday, when he told me that he shoots rabbits and, on occasion, badgers, on the farm, if he thinks they're a threat to his crops. I was aghast.
I've been up half the night feeling upset. I was planning to do work there (not every day) till early August. But feel like such a hypocrite if I do. But, I haven't got much other work lined up till then, and desperately need the income.
Would you leave immediately? Wait till you've found something else? Just stick it out for the next few weeks, knowing you wouldn't return next year? Have you ever done work that clashes with your beliefs?
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WanderingFruitWonderer · 22/06/2022 05:29
Toddlerteaplease · 23/06/2022 06:37
It's a farm. What did you expect!
ehb102 · 23/06/2022 07:14
This is why veganism is a luxury belief. If the pests, both furred and feathered, weren't controlled - and by that I mean killed - there wouldn't be enough food for humans.
Shehasadiamondinthesky · 22/06/2022 10:29
You are picking fruit. You are not doing anything wrong, carry on. I am a medical professional in the NHS virtually everything we use has at some point been tested on animals. If was to live a 100% vegan life I'd have to live in the wild naked and eschew all civilisation, never take medication or antibiotics. It's not possible to live like that.
We can only do our bit and campaign for a better life. Im 60 and the improvements since the 1980s have been huge but it all takes time.
kikisparks · 23/06/2022 13:05
Remember the definition of veganism is to avoid animal exploitation as far as possible and practicable. Using phones, using medicine, working in a job- there are certain things that are just requirements for living in society and we don’t live in a vegan world. You’re not actually harming or killing anyone yourself so I don’t think you should feel any guilt for your job.
kikisparks · 23/06/2022 13:05
Remember the definition of veganism is to avoid animal exploitation as far as possible and practicable. Using phones, using medicine, working in a job- there are certain things that are just requirements for living in society and we don’t live in a vegan world. You’re not actually harming or killing anyone yourself so I don’t think you should feel any guilt for your job.
mosesbass · 23/06/2022 20:00
You sound like a lovely human being OP. Carry on as you are with love in your heart
BlueShoesKate · 24/06/2022 06:35
I would usually scroll by, as I'm not vegan but I'm glad I read this. I have always eaten meat but recently I feel less comfortable in that choice.
You've inspired me to make some changes in my life.
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Tubbytenbums · 22/06/2022 10:51
That is fantastic! However, I live in the NE of Scotland where the grass yields are not enough - our growing season is just too short.
Irishfarmer · 22/06/2022 10:31
@Tubbytenbums through good grass/ silage management we didn't feed anything extra to our cattle in the last two years. DH has put a huge amount of work into optimising grass yield and nutrient value from the silage.
OP, I think this might not be the line of work for you. Which is a pity as you said you really enjoyed the out door work. I wonder are there any other farms around that may be more in line with your thinking? Although there is very little the farmer can do about what the other staff talk about.
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